Wherever I walk
always there is an absence
walking beside me..

things do blur together
don't they
after a while
it all looks grey
it all sounds like static
and it all feels
like madness
kinda scratchy
headache inducing
it isn't I think
a myriad rainbow of woe
but after a while it all
just feels the same.

In life
A  sweet  message
Can begin
A  new  beginning

He used to fly around me
    but he should've known
it is the kingdom of my fears
even the birds get lost in here

Some are born
To sweet delight
Some are born
To endless night