P ressuring yourself
A ware of the warm truth
R aining around the lone wolf
A wake but dreaming of another youth
N ot happy nor joyful
O nly hurting in a dream
I n a state oh so dim
D ense with feelings oh so hurtful

rotting from the inside out
the walls inside of me are bleeding out
I'm indifferent to the crimson
I've always told myself I'm content in this prison
but that isn't born from truth at all
I'm a coward with a long way yet to fall

the fear of failure

The fear of failure//
A tumour that keeps me awake in the dead of night//
The definition of darkness that numbs my light//
In hopes of seizing purpose//
Seeing my parents filled with pride//
It's the longing fear of failure that creeps inside my mind//