That which we may conjour,

by accidental affirmations,
by conscious conceptions,
by pensive persuasion,

Once brought forth
Into existence
Are no longer
Ours to control

Your presence glistens brightly, A solace amidst the mundane and ordinary..  
Weary body, heavy heart, I trudge on alone into the dark..then I look up and what do I see?    
Your deep eyes that flicker glancing down at me...
I felt  a sense of refuge, a calm after a storm..
I knew we were one in the same in some way...
I hope that you will take my hand, and just maybe journey on together and begin again..

If you never really know the real me..
How hollow and empty life will be..
hungry for power, vanity and vice,
Soul is lost, an empty shell left to pay the price..
Cold, bitter, distant, depleted..
No meaning, no beauty, no love, no light..
Feeding off the weak like a vampire in the night..
Break the rules and hide begin your lies..
For your evil there is no disguise..
As you lay your head to sleep,
The sinking void begins to creep..
Tell yourself your in control, life is good and it's okay..
Then pray you'll believe it the next day..

We are all blind before we see..
We are living life backwards
from how it's intended to be..
Why do we keep searching,
When we have the key?
LISTEN as something softly
Whispers to me... Just embrace love,
Set your heavy heart free,
Let truth guide you where you need to be..
Believe in life's beauty & live in harmony..

Am I lost?
Or just searching for something
that can never be found..
Is heaven really so far above?
Or my feet just stuck on the ground?

The sweetest infinite wisdom, is that which makes no claim of excellence nor promise of perfection.. Beautiful words and truths left unspoken are esoteric,  safe from the vain and guarded from exploitation, patiently resting, these secrets that lie within, one day I pray the veil will be lifted and humanity can transcend..

Why is there so much pain and suffering all around me? Human drama, chaos and confusion consume our energy., People dwell too often on negativity It's like an illness spreading rampantly..
  I realize we all have good and evil tendencies.. So choose your Shepard wisely and journey carefully, pay close attention in unknown territory..
  Some depart and never make it... Most have the chance but never take it.. A few cheat and try to fake it..
It's our purpose to find our way home and  release the quintessence of heaven hidden in flesh and bone..