In desperate measures
I say to myself
“I can care less”

You point to everyone including me
Saying in quotes
“I don’t need you, I don’t need you, I don’t need you!”
As you say your going to “******* leave”
A feel a sharp tear pass my face
First it was one
Then it turned to waves
I keep a stone face
I never knew I could be so strong
Without you

The room was filled with an aroma
Even though I was sick
I could still tell it was your cologne
Too strong
(As always)
As I laugh it off
I start to cry

Your kindness can be easily mistaken for love
It’s disturbing
And I’m tired
You make my head hurt

We don’t talk and that’s okay
Things can change in seven days
I know it was the age
My golden age

I remember being able to see your eyes in the flowers
My dreams
My paintings
And in my life
Now the only thing I can see you in are glances from the other room