Death
It's such a horrible and beautiful thing, reason being you're losing someone you live but also because they're somewhere far better than here.
I hope one day we all make it up there cause no matter who you are or what you've done we all deserve it.

A brother isn't made or produced.
No, it is born not bought.
You were there when I needed you and I for you, we always knew what each other was thinking and what we wanted to say.
Made each other laugh had the same sarcastic ways and even stood up for each other, that's what brothers are.
I'm sorry you left so soon if we could I'd switch places with you but I can't so enjoy your new life my brother.

No, not again mom and dad are fighting, and little sis is crying and I can't do anything about it.
It drives me crazy when this happens because I don't want them to spilt but if it comes down to it I'll have to choose a side and I don't want to, how about I don't choose, what if I just ran away I wouldn't have to deal with this anymore.
You guys say we're a family but we're not are we, none of us get along or agree on anything so I'm leaving this "family"and I'm taking sis with me so bye figure it out on your own.

What I see in my future is well...
A family that's not the best but not worst.
I see a man that is loyal, loving, and happy.
I see a woman that cares for me and children that love me.
But as much as I want this only the
Lord knows if it will.
So if you ask me I'll say
"What future?"

If only, if only you could see the things in my head,
the things I've thought, dreamed ,and feared.
If only,if only you felt what I felt,
understood what every word did to me,
what I've wanted to do to those who hurt my family.
If only, if only you actually cared what I was saying right now,
then maybe just maybe we could see eye to eye for once, and
actually get along like normal people but that's just.
If only.

For all the time that I would never respond or ignore your calls I'm sorry.
And the lies I told not thinking of anybody but myself I'm sorry.
If you were here you'd be crying due to my choice of career well even for that I'm sorry
That's things I never got to tell you before are this,
I love you mom and I'm sorry

No matter how many times we're told to speak truth we don't seem to get it.
So many people more are lying about the smallest things, things that don't even matter.
Well here is my declaration to the world that I will be starting my own rebellion against lies I will now become a fighter for The Truth
Those in favor of joining my rebellion come forth and we shall conquer.