Lavendar My Love

Lavendar My Love Dec 2017

Something kinda silly
kinda funny
kinda odd
happened
over the course of a few weeks
in the blizzard sort of weather
in the redness of our cheeks
in the triumph that bestowed us
in the pain that denounced us
in this slippery ***** of love
we became an object
well above
even the most popular of our time,
we had a moment,
a sparkle,
a time to shine
And in those golden years
I declared you mine.

Lavendar My Love Dec 2017

My Condition

I tried to listen
But I just don't care
And yet you're still all I hear

So I tried to forget
All the information you gave me
But your essence seeps through my sweat
And you're all they see

I have no personality
I am but an image
As if being you is my normality
But your being makes me grimace

How sad it is when one becomes a ghost
A scientific condition
You're the virus
And I,
the host.

Lavendar My Love Dec 2017

Who is Worthy of Interruption

Who is worthy of interruption
Might I ask
Or is that another question you have no clue how to even begin to process
To understand
Too lazy to answer
so you murmur
"I don't know man"
Now a decade,
nearly two,
later;
You're reactions haven't changed
And I ask you yet another,
You become all disarranged.
"Cause that's just life"
That's all you ever answer
"And if you believe it's not fair, than go talk to your wife"
As is she's some kind of necromancer
A woman fueled of power
who has the key to numb your pain
Take that pain and devour;
But you and I know you are just a man
with lustful thoughts
and dreams thats rots
and one who never

Lavendar My Love Dec 2017

Lustfully Waiting

I am your lover
and you are so much more than my muse
and though i'm an artist
you're all I chose;
to write
to draw
and think about
to finger
to dream
and to ponder of
And though I am but young
I am merry
And though these lyrics have already been sung
I will wait for by the prairie
Our half way point,
From the mountains to the lakes
From the Rockies
where you remain
to Minnesota
Where I shall not die from this pain

Dec 2017

Ryan Holden

Stained Puddles

Perhaps one day
the ink that I
d
r
i
p
Will form into a puddle
for you to jump into,
Only then will you know
Everything I write
is soaked in devotion
for you.

You're the reason I still write.

#love #deep #ryan #holden #catullusrp #fall #devotion #write

Lavendar My Love Dec 2017

Disloyal

I lay my head
upon my bed
The one I made
My words were said;
in not so silent of a tone
Yes a whisper
Yes a moan
Too many thoughts expressed
Not entitled, simple stress.
Now I must admit
I must confess
That my flirtatious;
personality
Though outrageous,
Is my reality

Dec 2017

Leonard Cohen

Hey, That's No Way To Say Goodbye

I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm,
your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,
yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new,
in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,
but now it's come to distances and both of us must try,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.
I'm not looking for another as I wander in my time,
walk me to the corner, our steps will always rhyme
you know my love goes with you as your love stays with me,
it's just the way it changes, like the shoreline and the sea,

but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't
untie,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.
I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm,
your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,
yes many loved before us, I know that we are not new,
in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,
but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't
untie,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.