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John Doe Dec 2017
The day you told me you found someone new
You shattered my heart
And  left me here like a chalk outline
To be walked all over
On the sidewalk here waiting for the rain to wash me away
You keep coming back where you committed the crime
To revel on the hardship you’ve created
John Doe Oct 2017
As I sat here drinking my coffee I waited here for you to love me
As I sat here smoking  these toxic cigarettes I am still waiting here for you to love me

But eventually my coffee ran cold
And my cigarettes died out
Just like your love for me  

I craved your love like coffee in the early frost bitten mornings
it is toxic like the cigarettes I smoke

But I’m still sitting here
waiting for you to love me
John Doe Sep 2022
I can not say you're the woman of my dream
Because I have not dreamt of someone so
perfect
As I sit thinking of how whispers with the wind
And your eyes that hypnotize me with every
glance
And as I lie in bed thinking of you ( with eyes of
enchanting sky China blue) there you are
With a laugh of majestic tune
But as I wake from this splendid slumber
That's simply what it was a dream
For the women of my dreams does not sleep in
my bed
With a heavy heart I lit a smoke at the edge of
my bed
My love and hate will never die for it is written on Paper
John Doe Oct 2017
She was like exploring the galaxy.

Yes you may fine a few black-holes here and there.

But that will never stop me from seeing the beauty of her.
Her
John Doe Oct 2017
Her
enchanting light can guide you in darkness, quell your fears.

she's hot, will warm those who respect her But burn those who don't.

A light with an unforgetting luminous glow

When you look at her you smile from the way she brings back good memories

Some get lost in the way she dances in the wind agents the darkening sky

She was a beautiful kind of chaos
John Doe May 2018
Her favorite flower is a sun flower, while mine is nerium oleander

One is with warmth and happiness and longevity, while the other can **** you

Her heart glows brighter then the afternoon sun while Mine is as dark as the night sky

Her soul dances like a burning fire, while mine is sitting in the corner.

Her and I  are vastly different but we still seemed to fall for one another

That's until she kept getting upset at the way I was  that I didn't talk much or not at all
thrive in conversations while I thrive in solitude

But wait tell you’re standing in front of me all of the darkness seems to fade
My heart calms , you can see the way my smile curls at the ends of my lips just by looking at her  I didn't have to wash my hands after she'd hold them

But now I live so far that The only way I can see her  is through a screen so far that I can't touch her or kiss her lips

Now she didn’t know what to feel and I press my lips  against  the one thing that will **** me
John Doe Apr 2018
A few things Ive learned in this life

just because you’re soul mates

Dosnt mean you get to be together

And just because “you deserve better “

Doesn’t mean we get to choose who our hearts love
John Doe Sep 2018
Losing you was the worse
Yet best thing life offered

I lost you but found myself
John Doe May 2018
Love her. With every once in your being and every elk in your body.
Make sure she knows that you love her and cares because she constantly needs reassurance.
She gets ferociously jealous, It’ll drive you crazy but don’t get angry it means you loves you.
She’s a queen not a princess, Treat her like one. Do the little things they’ll go along way.
bring her flowers especially sunflowers, those are her favorite.
Or do some corky thing like paint red roses yellow, That’s her favorite color.
Some nights she can’t sleep alone, hold her tight, Don’t let her go.
Sometimes she’ll have a huge smile on her face and not know what to say but just know she’ll love it.
Buy her candies and put on movies, Peter Pan especially.
Order pizza and save it for the morning she loves left over pizza.
She has a corky sense of humor that you’ll never find anywhere else, make her laugh the kind where stomach will hurt from laughing to hard.
Always look in those china blue eyes and play with her long blonde hair.
Always tell her how beautiful she is 1000 times a day even if she might not believe you.
If she gets nervous or anxious make sure she knows everything will be ok.
Don’t let the AC run her nose gets irritated. Take random pictures with her even if you hate it because she will love it ,I wish I did.
She loves hand written letters with wax stamps on the back, she likes old fashioned things.
She’ll love you with a depth deeper then any ocean. Love her the same
I hope she sees this one day ... I still love you.
John Doe May 2018
We were together only moments

But with her

those moments felt like life times
She felt like life when I was dead
John Doe Oct 2017
I used to stay up tell 4am just so I could talk to you al night all night long

Now I stay up tell 4 am because I know I'm not even a second choice

But that's what happens when you love someone

You would still forgive them even if that killed you
John Doe Apr 2019
Who would of thought
A thin piece of steel
Could make you feel
So much better
If you know I'm sorry
John Doe Feb 2019
I heard  a song not long ago and it made me think of us.

The song ended and that to made me think about us.
John Doe Nov 2017
The first time you said you loved me Was by the water fountain
The first time we kissed was by the water fountain

I gave her my heart the moment she told me she was in love
But now her cup is filled with something different in it

Got lost along the way and was all alone
I brought along a shovel and dug into the dirt
After a while I hit solid stone

Was so dark I couldn’t see
My hand disappeared in front of me

But if we ever find ourselves back at the water fountain
It will be broken and the rust will be showing

But  I know this is onlywish
Like when you said you loved me and didn’t love her

So now I just sit here lonely by the water fountain
John Doe Oct 2017
You are as toxic as chemicals

But look at me

Still breathing you in like the cigarettes I smoke
John Doe Oct 2017
...
















Silence is everything
John Doe Sep 2018
He said he was drawn to the ocean attracted attached.
Standing in the water, the tide rolling out pulling at his ankles as the sand covered his feet.

Every time they would ask why. The simple answer was this scortched world put the  raging fire in his chest out.

One night as the sea tugged at his ankles he slipped away, like sand through your fingers.
The only thing left behind was his barren foot prints and a note .

Claiming he had found a new world, a space nestled at the bottom under the cold and stormy seas. A new world calm, mute and free.
He wrote goodbye, I love you. Wanting the water be his bed to rest.

You must have found this new world, having fun? Enjoying yourself? Because I haven’t seen you since.
Why
John Doe Oct 2017
Why
Why is it that you went and made someone else fall for you but you didn't see the one that already did
John Doe Feb 2022
I haven't written in so long I don't know what to write anymore
Me?
So broken
So lost

Do I write about you?
How you broke me
How I got so lost in you

I hope you remember who I was
I don't
You
John Doe Apr 2018
You
Loving you

Was the most

Beautiful

way to die
John Doe Oct 2017
I ran after you

chased you like a dog chases a car
But you dug a hole for me to fall into

One that I couldn't get out of

You peared down at me with no explanation

As you turned to walk away I heard something brake like glass

Then I realized that sound

That sound was my heart hitting the ground

— The End —