it’s worth the risk
of burning up—

the chance
to sit on the sun
and watch you
revolve around me
for a change

Satisfaction is mythical
A fairytale of sorts
A neverending tragedy
A story that always distorts
It creates a longing ache
For something to fulfill
A reason is irrational
Hard to swallow is the pill

You asked me who I want to be, so here’s my answer:

I want to be FEARLESS & SELFISH

I want to walk above the ground
I want to give my thank you speech
And wear the crown

I want to open my voice
I want to tell them exactly how I feel
And not give a **** about their ideals

I want room to grow from a fraction to a whole
I want my world to revolve around ME
And be able act fierce and carefree

I want to be the woman that intrigues strangers
I want to bravely approach them with friendly banter
And have spontaneous encounters that brings on laughter

I want to be someone more like me