The rules & guidelines are not always clear
But strictly up to the players that take every risk & dive in
Select START & let the game begin
Love with all your heart
Support their passions but also admire them to the point that their hunger for them motivates you to be just as hungry for your own
To feel the warmth of their embrace & subsequently desire to please
The longing to feel wanted & needed are fulfilled
Reaching every level, every obstacle together
Putting your doubts aside
Picking each other up
Knowing in the end, it all will be worth it.

Affection. A lot of guys don't get that the little things matter most to women.

Randomly grab her by the waist, push her up against the wall & kiss her.

Randomly grab her hand, drag her to the room & love on her, cuddle her.

Smother her with affection for while.
Most women, it'll drive them crazy.

Distance. Learning to have your own time. Do things you love. Don't lose yourself. Don't let your relationship status define you as an individual.

The thing with all that though,
is either you're giving too much or not giving enough. In time you learn to create a balance.
Not a routine but a language between the two of you that can't be misinterpreted.

When you feel like your world is falling apart,
being held & heard goes a long way.

December 30th, 2014
~Courtney Jean

See that girls face with a rose in her hair?
Trying not to shade a tear.
She's hurt from inside & out.
Over a boy with so many doubts.
Insecure love is all they could find.
With a touch of a finger, their minds are blind.

You hide behind a wall.
Wear a mask & act as if the world is as you want it.
Your sleeves & jeans hide the scars that can't be seen.
Your face with such a thin layer of lies fools everyone without the need to second guess.
You hide so deep as if you can't be seen.
The wall with poor construction, begging to be broken down but no one stands up to the plate.
No chance is made.

~C☆J~

It used to be that I'd follow your shadow as you walked ahead of me.
You're taking that ability for granted.
Instead of following you into the shadows of the unknown,
I find myself moving the opposite direction.
I now walk a new path with no trace of your existence lingering in my soul.
A path I may call home.
~C☆J~