I just want you back again I don't even know who I am now the silence coming from your direction is more deafening than any scream I don't know how to change this I want to do something -- anything but I know that I can't
why do you wait until i've fallen to try to hold me up? why to you wait until i'm broken to try to hold me together? why do you only meet my eyes when they're swollen and red? is that when i'm worth noticing, when my heart is all but dead?