it has taken me 14 years of my life for those 13 words to escape my hollow mouth
the only questions i come to now is why why lock me in that room why take everything from me my innocence my purity my childhood
in that room where my family trusted you where i trusted you the night terrors i have to this day still haunt my mind
like a never ending drive in movie that plays over and over only the moon in the night sky isnt made to be found here there is no light in these terrors
i cant sleep this time of year because every time i do its you in that room locking the door shutting the windows ******* me yelling at me every single night i close my eyes
it has taken me 14 years to accept the fact that i was taken by you i have been numb ever since left in the dust rotting away at the core thinking i was nothing thinking i deserved nothing because you took everything
but not anymore i will recover from this i am strong enough i believe in myself i believe in my own happiness and i promsie that when i have children one day i will never ever let them rot at the core i will find happiness the darkness will not take over this time