Gulishta

Gulishta Nov 2017

If I could change the past,
I would change the moment we started moving too fast.
If I could change my one sentence,
I would change the one I said
About you being my penance.
If I could change the way it hurts,
I would change the minute I started to trust.
If I could change one feeling,
I would change the one I got
When I was staring at the ceiling.
If I could change my one wish,
I would change where I wanted you to miss.
If I could go back in time,
I would go to the moment we met.
If I could change my one word.
Then I would change when I said yes.

#wish #i #could

Gulishta Nov 2017

Ready to be mine.

A simple touch,
An innocent hug,
I'm trying to rein my feelings,
Please make it worth.

Twinkling eyes,
Goofy smile,
Don't be that sweet ,
It's getting harder to hide.

You're touchy feely,
Please take it easy,
You've got no idea
what's going on inside,
This head of mine.

You're all over the place,
I'm trying to keep inside,
Please behave until ,
You are ready to be mine.

Gulishta Nov 2017

Sometime.

Sometimes,having feelings is not enough,
Sometimes,being together is just too tough.
Sometimes, ending it while still can is good,
Sometimes,there are things for you to stand.
Sometimes, you have to let them go,
Sometimes,there isn't any chances of more.
Sometimes, all you gotta do cry,
Sometimes,you just don't have to try.
Sometimes, you have to choose something besides love,
Sometimes, you have to put other things above.
Sometimes, losing someone is better then losing yourself,
Sometimes,you gotta live for yourself.

Gulishta Nov 2017

wish you were here.

I never took you seriously,
Never knew what you mean to me.
Everything we shared ,
Showed me how much you cared.
Your possessiveness used to scared me,
Now I wish to see your beautiful eyes staring at me.

Singing with the radio,the sad songs.
Days of dancing in your arms are long gone.
It used to suffocate me,
The way you were always around.
Now I wish to feel your arms on me.

Why did I go made it complicated?
When you were that committed.
Trying looking for something,
that's always been there.
Now I wish to you to be here.

Gulishta Nov 2017

Till we meet again.

I didn't wanted to ***** you,
Wanted to give you time.
I was taking it slow,
Since I thought,we have a lifetime.

But you were snatched away,
In such a brutal way.
I couldn't get my bearing,
Couldn't believe what I was hearing.

I didn't know you were struggling,
What kind of a friend I've been?
Didn't even know,
The hand you were dealing.

I was just around the corner,
You would just have to reach.
Or you could've just told me,
We would've set up a meeting.

I would've answered,
Anytime you called.
What was your hesitation?
I was your best friend.as you've told!

If you would've just told me,
Maybe we would've still had time.
I would've moved heaven and earth,
Just to make you mine.

I searched for you forever,
Looking for your face in stranger.
Even chasing few wrong persons,
There's new height for my hallucinations.

Now,I'm going through the motion,
Working through this pain.
Waiting for that day to come,
Till we meet again.

Gulishta Nov 2017

No more

No more, expectations,
No more, explanations.
No more, sticking around,
No more, staring at the ground.

No more, letting you tell what to do,
No more, letting anyone through.
No more, saying "I love you ",
No more, weaving my life around you.

No more, wanting to get back together,
No more, the illusion of forever.
No more, hiding my tears,
No more, conscious what not to wear.

No more, letting you near,
No more, living in fear.
No more, pretending to sway,
No more, letting you get away.

#no #more #apledge

Gulishta Nov 2017

Moving on.

The stillness of the house,
The chaos in my brain.
The pigeon sitting on the window,
It just me and him again.

The vacant cupboard,
The empty shoe-rack.
the numbness that surrounds me,
And the things I still have to pack.

The moon high up in the sky,
the brightness of the stars.
it's all gonna help me,
to heal those scars.

the peaceful quiet,
after a very long time.
trying to leave everything behind,
that's all on my mind.