It hurts to even think,
What would happen if I blink.
My life is gonna change,
And everything we manage to make.
Only constant thing is uncertainty,
Won't even be getting an opportunity.
Everything that's there to loose,
ohh I don't,don't wanna choose.
They say they've done enough,
And keeping like this for you is rough.
Why moving on means leaving everything behind?,
Why can't can I keep you by my side?
They say it has to be this way,
I don't even get to get a say.
It's your life with they are dealing ,
Like you are gone already.
They say I have to let you go,
And expect me to keep going on.
My heart dying a little every minute,
Since I saw you on that breathing machine.
You can't leave me,
I haven't given you the permission,
And it's time to keep your promises.
You said we were meant to be,
Oh baby, baby please ...
Come back,come back to me.

You said, you were sorry,
You said, I don't need to worry.
You said, you'll make it alright,
And our future is so bright.
I wondered,what's going to happen,
If it was the time to be more forgiving.
You said , it won't happen again,
You said ,you were in the pain.
But I should've seen coming,
I should've been less forgiving.
I wanted to save you,
I wanted to keep you safe,
As if it's a fairy-tale.
You said you want me there,
I reached,you weren't anywhere.
I wanted to put you in a wrap,
you set me up in a trap.
They say life is not fair,
But what you'll make of a betrayal.
I gave you my heart and soul,
But you just wanted to see me fall.
you succeeded,
I didn't.

Trying not to think about you,
But everything reminds me of you.
Anywhere I go ,you're there.
Everywhere I see,it's you.
Your smile,your eyes,your wink,
Your lips,your mouth, your **** hip swing.
The secret laugh,the inside joke,
Everytime I try to touch,
All turns to smoke.
Your touch , your smell,
The shelf full of shower gel.
The tie,that lies
Among my frilly dress.
Your kiss,your hug,
Lying on the counter your coffee mug.
The trees ,the wind ,
The flowers,the bird that sing.
Memories of our love,
The passionate meet.
The downtown  Street,
And my heartbeat.
...Gulishta

We were walking from the market,
Reaching on time was the target.
Talking about this and that,
I can't remember what went bad.
I said I was fed up,
I don't know why I blew up.
But the result was disastrous,
The glare on your face was murderous.
Oh! How much I want to take it all back,
Oh!  How much of it all I regret.
I asked if it was the way it ends,
Your reaction was no comments.
I'm burning here in this guilt,
Choosing to loose what we've built.
Oh!  how much I want to take it all back,
Oh! how much of it I regret.
...Gulishta