People always seem to judge me based on my morals and honor rather then get to know me. Im not the best person to know but i would like to believe i have good morals and a good honor.

It was just me one of my best friends and an ex girlfriend that i still love. She says she isn't trying to hurt me in any way but she was hugging all up on him like he was her best friend. The thing that hurt the most was when she said he was better then me.

I've always tried to be the knight in shining armor. I've tried to carry the weight of the world. In doing so I've thrown everything i hold dear away. I've had old loves leave because of my actions. I've had family leave because of my actions. I've had friends leave because of my actions. There was a point when i lost it all. I was no longer the knight

I've tried saying sorry for the pain I've cause but everytime i try they never want to listen. I've let down the love of my life my family and my best friend. All i had was them and now they don't even want mw around.  Im sorry for the pain I've cause I'll see myself out of your lives

The love of my life is one of a kind I'd do anything to keep her safe. She has a special sparkle in those breath taking eyes. She is a rose in a field of sunflowers

The past is such a strange thing. The hardships and the good times all pass by like a blur. Thousands of thoughts about the past rushing through my mind. There is only one person that has been able to help me with my thoughts but her and i are no longer as close as we used to be

Her aura is one of the greatest things i love about her. She lights up any room she enters. Her and I have a rough relationship that i wish i could fix but i cant all i have are the memories of a better time in my life