You are the dial tone,
Cold and abstract,
All I ever wanted to do was hold you.

The thought of you now pains me,
Like an ulcer you sit and you bleed,
The sound of your voice is salt in my wounds.

It's hard to be positive,
when all I see,
Are clouds and thunder following me,
I see the beauty within the storm,
It does not cure this feeling torn,
I've checked the linings,
Gold and silver,
I've burned these hands,
The ones that killed her,
I will not beg to be forgiven,
Not claim insanity in which I was driven,
I was a fool that loved too much,
That believed in dreams and date and such,
So don't carve my name in marble or stone,
I don't want to be remembered, when I'm gone.

Our flesh so close and warm to the touch,
You're so close I can feel you breathe,
Yet we've never been so distant.

I don't think it's fair that-
You got to see my first breath,
And I had to see your last.

Time is passing like cars in the city.
I float, overlooking this place I call home.
I think it's funny how I always wanted to run away from here. But now that I'm gone I just wish I was alive again.
I know what I said was inexcusable, and I hope you know I didn't mean a thing.
You've shown me how strong a human being can be, and taught me that there is no stronger truth than love.

Color me black and tear my lungs.

I am not sorry for who I am or who I want to be.

Sometimes the only one you need to save is yourself.

I refuse to believe
That a green piece of paper
Holds more value than any life.

I refuse to believe
That love should be limited
To one template or tradition.

And I refuse to follow
A set of rules developed
By a man no different than me.

It all makes sense with eyes wide shut,
Don't ask too many questions
Or you'll surely be disappointed.

I'll never learn to shave,
Or how to change a tire,
But I'm okay with that,
Because you've taught me well.

I feel for the trees
That must sit and watch
As cars and clouds fly by.

You don't scare us.
We scare us.
We should scare you too.

If everyday was like a dream
This insomnia would be great
But it's not, and it isn't. So **** it.

I can't shine as bright as her shimmering eyes, but when I go dull, they'll notice.

I
Could not
Let it go.
His addiction
Is pulling you down.
But what can I do to
Change the way you see this world
And make everything okay?
All my attempts are failing you, Dear.
Nothing seems to matter anymore, love.
I wish I could steal you away from that home,
But instead I'll just write a ******* grow poem

I couldn't fathom a world without you.

Here
Without your smile or blush my.

Dear
I know things are bad but.

Know
I'll love you forever, no matter where I.

Go

Whether
You say I'm worthy or not
You're right.

If every living thing in the world dies alone
Then let me be dead to you
So we never must be apart.

"That's how the world works"
"That's the way it is"
You're excuses motivate me to change.

Do not grow too attached my love
I am an hour glass
I fear not death, but discomfort.

The window shines a painful white  
Burning my retinas slow
The world outside is not my friend.

Meaningful hopeful daydreams
Mourning weeping widows
Forever dysfunctional  kids