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Gareth Feb 2016
I never wanted to love again
I never wanted to feel again

Now you are here
And to loose you is all that I fear

Life is full of contradictions
And dangers along the road
When you alone, you hate love
And when in love you are blind

I guess that is the beauty of life
From darkness to light and then back again
Gareth Feb 2016
Oh Love
Oh Love
You filled my Heart
A feeling I thought was Lost


The colours and hues are bright today
The sun a stolen ray
 
But as an icy hand grips me tight
These feelings will fade away
Joy is not meant for me
Thats the only way

Darkness and sorrow belong to me
They the ones that know me well
We dance into the night again
And caress in the icey rain
Gareth Feb 2016
The children always suffer
This will never change
It's a ****** up system
From which nothing they do not gain

Mistakes are made by the parents
Who move on to better things
But the scars remain with the little ones
Of this there is no change

How to change this system
I truly have no clue
The pain my heart is carrying is true
When her tears I have to dry
The Mistakes I made are carried
In  the eyes of my little one.
Gareth Feb 2016
In this upside down world
Filled with pain and despair
A lesson learned is that love can decay

Oh my fairest angel of Radiant Light
I chose never to touch you
Or lead us astray
Lust is the catalyst of loves decay

Therefore my choice
Is to keep us apart
I will still love you with all of my heart

I choose to never know
 the touch of your lips
or the touch of your hand

For One mistaken night
can ruin it all ,
Then what is left
Nothing at all
Gareth Jan 2016
I know a toad
That's walks down the road
Smashing an innocent man's portals
Masquerading so sweet
But her demise she shall meet
When these feet of mine are mobile
Gareth Jan 2016
The time for change has come I guess
This time I will get it right ..

That's the same **** I said last week , and the week , before that..

When will this change arrive
That they all talk about ?
  Dec 2015 Gareth
Ashley Nicole
A crack trailed down
The center of my heart
When I saw my dad cry
As his world fell apart

I remember him sitting
On the living room floor
Crying as his wife told him
He can't see his kids anymore

I got down beside him
And hugged him so tight
Wishing that I could make
Every thing right

But mommy was leaving
And taking us along
So he told us he loved us
And said to be strong
I was nine years when my mom decided she didn't love him anymore and took my sister and I away, where we wouldn't see him for the next 9 months. We missed him so much. Although he let us know he was loving us every day, which I explained in a poem I wrote a long time ago called Road Signs.

My sister and I had always been daddy's girls so being torn away from our dad was absolute Hell. It wouldn't be until years down the road we would end up back in the house we grew up in.

Almost 6 years after, we're still under the same roof as him, and are happier than we've ever been.
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