Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 
Freijah Sel Yna Jun 2018
When the sun starts to rise
and my eyes began to bright.
There's always one thing I pray
for everyday of my life.
For you to be safe
and always be happy.
To always discover something new and never be blue.
Hope you find this sweet
and let it be a reminder to you.
How happy I am
knowing everyday of my life,
my love grows deeper with you. Iloveyou
Freijah Sel Yna May 2018
You know
how much it hurts?

It's whenever I see sweet
couples and happy
relationship,
and all I see
is you with her.

Never felt even just
for once that it
would be us.

'Coz it's simply
CANNOT. BE. US. NEVER.
</3
It hurts too much that it kills me everyday that it made me die slowly.
Freijah Sel Yna May 2018
Freedom of hearts,
magic of time.
Playing with us,
blinding with dust.
Teasing our love,
dancing with flame.
The rhythm was right,
there's no one to blame.
I'll stay with faith,
tho the world would hate.
Above in the sky,
I know my eyes won't cry.
The stars would cheer
and shines so bright.
There's no place for fear,
I know I should fight.
Reaching your hands,
hearing you laugh.
Looking to those eyes,
my heart beats fast.
Sunset at dawn, stars at day.
I'll always be here,
no matter what may.
How ironic a love could be.
In a bittersweet taste of it.
Freijah Sel Yna Apr 2018
"How could you possibly and honestly believe of something you know a lie the whole time?"

"It was real my dear, everything was real"

"yeah sure, except that I was the only one in your heart. The only one who touches your heart. The only one who kisses those lips and hugs you. Except the fact that you're happy not just with me but also with somebody. That I am not the only one who fell asleep into those arms. The only one you hug. That I am the only one who's beautiful in your eyes. That I am the only that you love. The one you share your happiness with and the one your having the same thought"

He was speechless.

"Yeah, I know."

"Sorry"

"Lair"
Look what you made me do.
Freijah Sel Yna Mar 2018
It might be selfish at a time. But he's mine.

I don't want anyone else getting the same butterflies when he smiles or says my name. I don't want anyone else making him blush or calling him babe. I don't care if it's baby, love or dear. Whatever it is, stay away.

I might being paranoid but you'll feel the same thing after experiencing being left and not be chosen more than many times just for another girl. I don't want anyone else getting the same attention he gives to me or those sweet coated words he says just for me.

It's been few years since the last time I feel in love. Can't even remember the feeling since pain covers it all. And I met him. It wasn't easy, I can say. Not even for him. Loving a deeply broken woman. You know how hard it is. We've been through a lot of changes and everything.

You don't know all the pain, heartbreaks, jealousy and even the deepest cut you could imagine a heart can bare just to save this love. Just to win his heart and keep him.

And I worked hard, VERY HARD for whatever we have right now. Risk, sacrifices, pain, tears, sleepless night, devastation, hopeless times and still I wear a smile. And only the world can tell what's battle I've been through.

But every time he's near he brings peace, serenity, calmness, hope, love and home to my heart. He's like an silent angel who saves me and let me see things my bare eyes couldn't those times I was drown with the false thought of love. Let me fall down and grow wiser and stronger.

So to anyone who's coming to test our love. And try to take him from me. Let me tell you one thing. I already died several times just to protect this love. And I won't let ANYONE, not even you, him or her to put even the smallest scratch to this love.

Call me selfish and crazy, but he's mine. And only mine!
Freijah Sel Yna Mar 2018
One day I woke up by the brightness of the sun on my face. I slowly opened my eyes and looked at the window.

I watched the clouds above moving peacefully with the wind gently swaying the leaves from an old tree and listened to the birds singing happily.

A soothing peace flows inside me. Slowly and gently. Then I close my eyes and took a deep breath. As I turned around and opened my eyes. The next thing I know was you.

Shines brighter than the sun. Sleeps peaceful than the clouds. Laying like an angel next to me.
Your arms around me and feeling the warmth of your body.

I feel safe. I feel loved. The tenderness and
gentleness of your love. It feels home to me.
And when I touched your face, my heart can't help it but to raise. And make a crystal clear drop of joy from my eyes with a sweet smile on my lips.

Then I realize how really blessed I am to have you in my life. You as my partner. You accepted me just the way I am. You showed me how beautiful life can be. You made me better than who I used to be. You never fail me. You effortlessly make me fall in love with you this deep. Your sweet gestures that makes me fall head over heels, over and over again. How you always compliment me and show me how much you love me. And for being a man of his words that something I really adore about you. Your deep personality that makes me want to know you even more until today.

It's wonderful how years ago, I don't even know this face and now I can't even spare a second without thinking about you my dear.

It all flashed back to me how we met, how we started as a stranger to friends and now we're here. How amazing that we got this far. It's just.. there's been a lot of things happened and the world even tried to bend us and took us apart. But we're here.. still here. Standing tall, looking forward, holding hands, keeping our faith together and never letting go.

You said we might just fell in love at the wrong time and place, but you never said that the person was wrong. So let me just wait for that right time.

To my only love, let me hold your hand and let me promise you one thing. This will be forever, sealed with a promise of a true love and a sincere heart.

You're the one I want to be with forever, the one I always want to be with whenever I think about the future. The one who I want to take care of me, the only man I want to be there to hold me and love me in good times or even in bad times. I'm always by your side my dear, I will be forever yours. No matter what, You will always be part of me. Always and forever in my heart. I love you ❤
#Love #Peace #Serenity
Freijah Sel Yna Feb 2018
The warmth of your body
that wraps around me,
the touches of yours
gently caressing me.

The tone of your
sleepy voice,
those drowsy
eyes of yours.

As I feel your nose
lining from my neck
down to my spine,
babe it makes me weak.

then I felt your lips
pressing with mine.
Your ardent kisses
and comforting hugs.

The smells of your skin
that lingers on mine
and the sensation it gives
of longing even more for you.

You, everything about you,
every part of you,
gives me pleasure,
it makes me fall even deeper.

I hope this won't end
tho the visualization
wasn't vivid at all,
It doesn't matter.

What I only know is
you're here next to me,
with your arms around me and
hands clutched with mine.

Please let this last long forever,
let us indulge the moment
as you and I dive into this
exceptional love of ours.
A romantic dream for a long lost heart longing for her dearest love.
Next page