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I made a mistake
I meant to be perfect

But I colored outside the lines
On purpose

I crossed the line
That meant to keep the lines inside

Because I'm not supposed to do it
I have sauntered quite a distance
from the known to unknown lands.
I trodded past the steams
and skidded past the rivers.
Children singing and clapping,
women gisting through their washing.


Then blows the wind of tension,
then all becomes faint.
Like the world has
come to a halt.

One road becomes multiple,
then two in opposite directions...
And there I stand in the centre,
looking  to the left and right,
wandering,
which way to go.
A times confusion sets in and it's hard to make a decision.
Lost the inspiration to write
Forgotten the feel of my pen
Try put a few words to paper? I might
Okay I will but the real question is when?

Depression seems to be winning this fight
My eyes are dim, they've lost their light
Tears blur the black and white ..
Stinging red .. The urges I can't fight
It's been months since I've posted anything .. Feel free to buy me a coffee please somebody anybody ;( .. Depression makes me Can't stay awake to study ugh plus cramps 😭. This is my horrible attempt at a comeback "poem" .. I know it's trash I've lost "it"
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Gia
 May 2020 Alternate Realities
X
Gia
Nostalgia, my good friend, you’re back
This time let’s talk about the things I could have been
Let the tunes unchain my chains and I will let you dissect my brain
Little misty but I will remain strong and hope for better things ahead
But with that being said
Work your magic
And send me off on this rollercoaster
I am not thinking clearly.
- Clearly.
- Yes, that's what I am saying.
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