i was taught love in a hard way
in words and actions,
that today will get you in trouble.

she blossomed into my life,
i was taught me give it your all,
you may wear your heart on your sleeve,
but what’s there left to lose.
tomorrow may never come,
just give it your all.

he then came into my life,
i did everything she taught me,
i gave it my all.
he left me unappreciated,
unloved in the end.

i built up my walls,
hiding my heart away,
not letting anyone hurt me,
never again…

then you came in,
bashing down the walls,
holding my heart in your hands.
you make me feel appreciated,
loved,
wanted…
everything i ever wanted,
is built up in one soul.

you’ve shown me how to love again,
not to hide away,
just give it my all.

and i am.

- finny
    i think i may be falling for you

it’s been six years since,
i last heard your laugh,
i saw your smile
i heard your voice,
i held your hand,
i just wish i knew that was the last time

everyday,
i reach out for your hand
i want to call you just to hear your voice one last time


six years is a long time
if i knew how limited our time was
i would’ve done more with you
i miss you more and more as each year passes

- finny
     rip to the person who showed me how to love

Don’t tell a girl you love her.
If she calls you at 3 am,
Because she is upset,
Tell her you are too tired to talk,
Roll over and fall asleep.

Don’t tell a girl you love her.
If you fantasise,
Kissing the girl with red lipstick and brown hair,
Who waited on you two
At your six month dinner.

Don’t tell a girl you love her.
If you don’t.

Because,
It’ll break her in half,
Shred her heart,
As if it were paper,
Drown her in the oceans that do not exist.

It will destroy her.
And if it doesn’t,
She’ll wish it did.

- Finny - thoughts at 2am (18.01.16)

eyes were just different colors,
each iris strand holds a memory,
color,
emotion,
she didn't know she was deprived of this feeling,
until she looked into those brown and green iris strands,
bringing her home.

- Finny

now,
i love these scars,
because they remind me
all the time,
i am and will always be
your moon.

as i sit with you in the night sky,
shining with a sliver and white light,
showcasing our unforgiving,
innocent love.

but they did not know of the dark path we have,
leaving us broken and lost,
but that's the thing,
there is always a horror behind,
the pure innocence.

- Finny

from that day,
the purple hazed sunset
has left a constant reminder,
everyday at 6:30pm.
I’m reminded of you.

the purple etched across your face,
your green eyes appearing blue,
your face showing unconditional love,
and your touch,
burning into my skin
never wanting to forget
what it feels like to have you near me.

but since we are so far apart,
everyday at 6:30pm
I’m reminded of you.
and i’m grateful we get to share the same sky.

- Finny