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  Aug 2016 Anna-Marie Rose
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Butterfly
You use to mean nothing to me, until I started self-harming.
I came across the butterfly project.
You draw a butterfly where you self-harm and name it after someone special.
Don’t rub the butterfly off, let it wash off naturally.
If you don’t cut, your butterfly lives. If you do it dies and you draw another.
I cut on my wrists, so I draw a butterfly there.
I name my butterfly after my friend Michael, it is harder to cut if you name it after someone you love.
Someday I hope to stop cutting, I have a lot of support.
If you are reading this and your self-harming, please tell someone.
I’m here if you need to talk.
You are not alone, even if it feels like that sometimes.
http://butterfly-project.tumblr.com/ Here is a link to the rules of the Butterfly Project. Hopefully this helps someone. Like I said leave me a message here if you need to talk about anything I'm here for you. Love you guys :)
Anna-Marie Rose Jul 2016
I have been lost in this like place, like I get lose in outer space.. As I walk down this Path .. I hang my head in disgrace.
All broken and crumbled and scratched. I see the fire At the end of the path...it burns brighter and has a evil laugh...
I look Up in wonder ... And see your dark soul bust In to embers amd dance to the floor::
Your the exact reason I now crave for more,

I have this hungry branded in my mind i got to have to ., and i will stand up amd fight .., you keep.me. amused .. Your smile. Makes my smile widen
By Anna Marie Rose Howard March 2016
Anna-Marie Rose Jul 2016
guilty tears fall as I stare
onto canvas of the past
heart wretching memories
flood my mind.. not sure how to cope with my New found real raw emotion
allowing it to sink into my soul ..not avoiding it or covering it up with poisons
proving to myself... Im actually human.. no reason to run!
I am just a little mentally  messed up but aren't the best of us
Anna-Marie Rose Jul 2016
Broken, cracked
But slightly intacted
Memories of battles
Still conquers my soul
Forward on new journeys maybe fate
Intuition as seen
Instability become stable indeed I must
Action Now accepted
My step that i now  taken
I am owner of mine thoughts I can feel my face if I believe myself without saying it's too late

Written  by Anna Howard
Anna-Marie Rose Jul 2016
Lost in this haze,
Going with the flow
But stuck in a maze
One way out
But stuck in this phase
Chaos growls loud but
No strive in my ways
Anna-Marie Rose Jul 2016
It's so ******* hot
Need to jump into some water
Looking for a treasure chest
Silly me it's a A/c unit and a mason jar of ice water
That right there is the
Solution
Fire and ice
A blissful NIGHT
Stay up until  dark
I'm in the park
By the river..
The moon and the star's will be a sight to see
Summer time breeze
And life in a haze
Im 'really looking  to blaze!!!
Anna-Marie Rose Jul 2016
16 weeks pregnant
No father just a ***** donor
             .....***
one second LATER
☆BaM☆




**** THIS ****
ITS NOT Fair

Broken world
Government starts being overbearing
As the earth turns


Scary things
Monster
In the REAL WORLD
SECRETS AND LIES
NOTHING IS SECURE
NO DEFENSE

TO BRING A SOUL INTO THIS WORLD

Scares the **** OUT  of me
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