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Elexer Nov 2015
It's this constant fear I have
That I've been doing something wrong
Since the very start
Over and over again
Not realizing it at all
I mean what can you do?
If that is the case...
Because I was happy once
In fact I was happy recently
Very very shortly
But that was taken from me
And it actually wasn't me
Not my fault at all
Until it was my fault
And then I took the blame
Now I stay quiet
With my head in my hands
Full of love and shame
Elexer Nov 2015
If i thought it was enough,
If i thought today was enough,
Maybe i could come back home
Without my sorrows
Without all of those things
And this thing we've come
To recognize again will die
We will all forget
what makes us happy
Really, actually happy
And it is not too soon to say
Nothing will come of it
Elexer Nov 2015
Well morning came
And it dressed the sky
In a lovely yellow gown
Now the shops they are
All opening
In that narrow hallway of downtown
Filled with people who
Are shopping for
Their lovers and their friends
So they won't ever be lonely again
Well a forest fenced
becomes backyards
Like songs are born from sound
And the apple fell
And it taught us all
We are chained here to the ground
So here we go
But there ain't no escape
Yeah, these streets they're just dead ends
So I won't ever be happy again
Well, it seems you too
See a painful blue
When you stare into the sky
You could never understand
The motion of a hand waving you goodbye
But as the story goes
or it is often told
A new day will arise
And all the dance halls will
Be full of skeletons
That are coming back to life
And on a grassy hill
the lion will
lay down with the lamb
And I won't ever be lonely again
But until that time
I think I had better find
some disbelief to suspend
Cause I don't want to feel like this again
Bright Eyes - I Won't Ever Be Happy Again (alternate)
Elexer Nov 2015
I hurt her
I think i did
The girl who
I would light
The world
On fire for
I can't stop
Thinking about her
I don't even
Really want to
She's so...
Wonderful
Funny
Clever
Emotional
Imperfect
But perfect
In a weird way
I hope she stays true
If she can't bare
Another minute
With me then
Someone else
May end up
Picking up my
Scattered pieces
I can't stop
Thinking about her
Elexer Nov 2015
Five hundred
Fifty three thousand
Five hundred 
Nineteen
I will
Five hundred
Fifty three thousand
Five hundred
Eighteen
I wi-
What is that?
Earthquake? 
How? Everything
Was so perfect
And now the pieces are
Scattered, broken
Again
Wait, the pieces!
No!
No....
Ok well...
Putting the first few
Hundred thousand 
Together was actually
Kind of fun
But now they run
But now they...run?

the pieces spontaneously grow legs and run away

No! I can help you
Don't go
This was my life now
And i was happy
Happier than i've ever been
Fine. 
I guess i'll have to
Find, catch, and 
Put you back together
And i will
I promise
I will
I see trails and clues
Follow them to
The scattered pieces
One running away
Gotcha
Nine hundred 
Ninety nine thousand
Nine hundred 
Ninety nine
I will
Elexer Nov 2015
You're so broken
Shattered
A million pieces
I'm picking up
Let's see
This one goes here
And that one-
Ouch, sharp
I can see it
What this is meant to be
What you're meant to be
The pieces aren't 
Together yet
But i'll put them
Where they belong
I will
The way you belong
Happy
You're so broken
A million pieces
But i will
Nine hundred 
Ninety nine thousand
Nine hundred
Ninety nine pieces
I will
Nine hundred 
Ninety nine thousand
Nine hundred
Ninety eight pieces
I will 
This is going to be
Beautiful
When it's done
When i finish
And i will
Nine hundred 
Ninety nine thousand
Nine hundred
Ninety seven pieces
I will
Elexer Nov 2015
I did it again
I messed up
Something good
Something my heart
Was going crazy for
I looked where
I knew i shouldn't
But i didn't really know
That this would be
The result of that
I only wanted to see
For myself what exactly
She was about
And i don't regret it
I told her that
I never would have
Known the wonders
Of her life that i love
Never never never
But now i will always
Remember those things
And cherish them
No matter what happens
And i'm keeping my word
I haven't looked at her there
In her small corner of the world
But she is mad at me now
She wants space
And all i want
Is her forgiveness
I'll cease to exist
And curl up and die
If i lose her
Before i even had her
If i lose my
Mystery Girl
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