It wasn't until I came to
County Mayo near Galway
in Ireland that my dyslexia
was diagnosed by a Garda in
Castlebar, when I asked him
for directions to the Wet Vests
small animal treatment centre
in the coastal town of Wetsport.

Creating,
Is me affirming.
Uniqueness,
Though to no gain
But ego.
A bandaid,
Over being
Less,
not achieving,
More.
Never,
Good enough.

fear
grips
the
entire soul
with
ball and chain
when
we
are the birds
trapped
in
a cage
where
we remain

Aimless I'm
Hopeless at all
Tottering on the road
Showering cats & dogs
Horns of vehicles
Seems to be thousand drums beating
Leave me alone
Please,leave me alone
All I need is peace
A place in Almighty's feet
Let me pray
Please,let me alone
    "        "    " alive-Written on 31.07.2012,Tuesday

The night is a monster
I've learned to love so dearly
Only because before then
I could never stay awake to see its beauty
Now I can rest my arms
I can rest my legs
But I can't rest my head
Because there is where it's awake the most
With thoughts swimming through my brain
I've only come to sleep during the times
When I've become numb
And it feels as though I'm all bone
Now I know to just look at the stars
I'll see my past
My future
And I'll think of the present
And I'll finally know that I can slow
Everything down
If I just go to where I belong
In the night sky
Where the stars hold my thoughts
And the moon becomes my soul

The echoes have faded
Silence has taken its place
There's words left unsaid between us.
Between the ground I walk on and the earth in which you lay
It's chaos in my head
Where's home when you need it the most?
Surrounding myself in thoughts of you
Because your arms no longer hold me
And I'm so homesick.
Your heartbeat has stopped
The world has lost its color
And the invisible string around my finger is broken
I made a home out of a human.
A mistake I cannot repeat
Only because time continues to move forward without question
And it won't allow me to go back
To fix my mistake.
To save us from what became something else
But I know that wouldn't do anything.
I still would've done the same thing
The only thing I wish
Was that it wasn't you
It was me.