You can't move,
You can't breath.
You think your fine, but your not
You feel like will in one of his episodes,
Scared, like you can't move.
You say "I am stuck in a place between worlds."
and you can't get out.

"HELP!" you call out,
But no one answers.
You keep trying,
You start to run but you can't move as if Ele. is holding you in place.
You call for mike, or mom, and you realize you are stuck.

Stuck

I am open in life,
I live and breath the fresh air.
I love the scent that the flowers give off,
I am open in life.

The birds sing the song of my heart,
the wind kisses the peddles of the flowers.
Open in life is the best way to connect to your inner self.
You may think i am crazy, but i will always be open in life.

My life is like a book.
Neverends,
Never telles you what happened,
or what’s wrong.

You will never hear me complain about things,
Or hear me tell *** people I hate my life,
I will keep my mouth closed,
And hope that no one knows what I am thinking.

I could tell them what’s bugging me,
I could tell them about my leg,
About my heart,
About the pain I feel.
I could do this stuff,
Yet I choose pain then help every time,
I listen to my friends problem,
And add to the collection of sad story’s and pain.

I will look death in the eyes over and over again,
And stil come back.
I could walk on fire and feel nothing,
But when it comes to the heart,
That’s everyone’s weakness.

My life is like a book that never lends,
You can add you story to my library,
I could add it my sad story.

When it's time to move away,
to leave the nest for the first time.
When you are going somewhere new,
and you don't know what to do.
you are leaving home for the first time.

When you need to make a chose,
when your brain doesn't have the answer,
when life thought you can handle it,
but you can't.

Follow your heart,
The one thing that will never fail you.
It may get broke,
and it will hurt,
but your heart has the best medicine.

Something is coming up,
something big,
something huge.
I want to run,
but i will never escape the,
the monster that follows me.
My shadow of a doubt.
My heart is torn in two,
make up your mind,
It's coming up,
That word again,
They all repeat.
But NO ONE can ESCAPE THE COMING UP.

There's a bone in your body that helps you move,
breath,              
run,          
and walk.

Some help you eat,
and drink,
some are hard,
some are frugal.

Broke,
or fracture
night or day
bones are here to stay.

When you just saw you best friend die.
when you see the girl/boy you just kissed, disappear.
When i just sit here listening to the radio, hoping there out there,
But you don't know where to look.
When you are hiding a big secret, from your best friends,
when you don't know why you feel this way,
You think your going crazy, but your not.
You say "I'm fine mom, i need to study." , when you are really going back to listen to the radio.

You can't explain this feeling,
and you think you see them, but then there gone.
You see a shadow behind you but, it's not yours,
you think that it's that one person, and you realize that it's not.
Then you see something and thought that he was going to be there for you.
and you realize that you need to hide.

   hiding

I sit on the beach,
thinking of what will come next.
Till i feel the night sky.
i look at my face,
in the broken water.
Feeling the names as they sink into me.
The feeling of the sadness,
and humiliation.

Should i come or go?
walk into the room,
walk out of the house.
look to the light,
they say.
the life of coming or going.
See the light,
look to it.