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Nov 2020 · 184
Monsters
Eevee Nov 2020
I prowl in the shadows,
Hiding behind your good,
I know you the best,
Because no one would believe just how terrible you really are.

I know your secrets and fears,
Your weakness and strengths,
Your loss and love.

I'm the demon that never sleeps,
The one that makes sure you know just how you feel.
I make you feel terrible and haunt your soul,
good or bad.
I'm a monster that deals with yourself.

Depression and hatred are forms of mine.
Feeding off the things you consider yours.
I'm a monster and a master.
You can give me a name,
a name that I will answer to.
For some I am a villian from a movie or book,
others I am the thing under your bed called it.

For Monsters never get happy endings.
Hey guys, I know it's been awhile since I posted something.
I have been really struggling with demons and monsters. This year especially has been hard. I cut my Bio mom off and sought help from a therapist. I'm struggling to find myself at the moment so I took to creating characters in books and writing poetry.
Stay strong everyone!!!
Jan 2020 · 32
My Son
Eevee Jan 2020
When the time comes for me to go,
I ask you on thing,
Let the snow fall and lay with quiet comfort.
Let the Lady of the wind and sky whisk away the sorrows of tomorrow.
Hold true my son,
For you are my gift to this world.
When I see the veil that shields our eyes to the world beyond,
Do not fear, for I am home.
Though I may be gone,
You can still see me,
Feel me,
Hear me whisper on the breeze the Lady of the North send to you.
I wish you happiness and joy.
I wish upon fortune and fame.
All I ask my son,
for you to be happy,
Don't weep for me,
For I promise I am home.
So I have been out of touch with myself as of late, and have been trying to get back in. I can't see me doing anything now a days. So this is a small poem to help me get back in.
May 2019 · 119
Masks
Eevee May 2019
I was told that everyone has a mask.
We hide ourselves behind one when we’re around,
Friends,
Family,
Even Doctors.
Everyone has one.
You may be sad,
But you tell everyone your fine and smile.
You may be dying and go to work to prove your ok.
Masks are helpful to those who are depressed and crazy.

Sometimes you have to show yourself,
Now or never.
May 2019 · 219
Mile at a time
Eevee May 2019
Mile 1:
Running to get ahead,
Running to the end,
Knowing your still far out.

Mile 2:
Keeping pace with one person,
You know he will be there,
But all you can say is
“Keep going”

Final mile:
Running to stay alive,
Running to keep up,
To prove to him and yourself that you can do this.

Final stretch:
Last piece,
You see him at the end,
You can’t breath,
Your lungs are moving but no breath comes out.
You push whatever is left and you collapse,
Not in your friends arms but into his arms.
Embarrassed, and tired you stand there.
Unsure of the next step.
He picks you up and puts you on the side,
Hands you water and helps keep you calm.
You may not have won the race,
But the prize was already yours.
This poem is for all the athletic people that, look at there crush on the team and wish that this could be true.
Jan 2019 · 229
Piano man
Eevee Jan 2019
This man sits at a piano,
Plays to his hearts contents,
He plays and plays.
Sings of people that can’t get away from everyday lives.
Plays of sorrow and joy.
Tours for the greater good of his music.
Parents have heard of him,
Kids listen to him,
He makes me smile everytime I hear the song.
I dedicate this poem to Billy Joyle
Dec 2018 · 241
The boy
Eevee Dec 2018
The smile you give me,
The way you look at me that makes my heart melt.
How I can’t get you out of my mind.
Try as I might,
You stay
You make me laugh,
And smile.
You stare at me till I look,
Then your gone.
I plead in my mind, don’t leave
But then your back
I caught a boy staring at me, and I though it was so cute I got all these emotions I have never felt before.
Nov 2018 · 225
Paws
Eevee Nov 2018
I can feel the sun on my back,
The ground in my paws,
The wind in my fur,
But I can never feel the light in my heart.

The light faded many years ago,
When the moon was high,
And ocean low.
I have never felt so alone.
I promised myself I would be brave,
To do what’s right.

I never am able to fulfill my promise,
I lay in the meadows,
And howl to the moon,
I can promis you this,
I can still feel the ground...
Through my paws.
Oct 2018 · 145
Bones
Eevee Oct 2018
There's a bone in your body that helps you move,
breath,              
run,          
and walk.

Some help you eat,
and drink,
some are hard,
some are frugal.

Broke,
or fracture
night or day
bones are here to stay.
Sep 2018 · 234
Leave me
Eevee Sep 2018
Don’t leave me,
Afraid of the pain,
Afraid that I will lose myself in my own sorrow.

Hear me,
Calling you,
Save me,
When you walk away that really,
Really,
Hurts me.
Don’t leave me,
Your all I have left.
Sep 2018 · 196
Books
Eevee Sep 2018
My life is like a book.
Neverends,
Never telles you what happened,
or what’s wrong.

You will never hear me complain about things,
Or hear me tell *** people I hate my life,
I will keep my mouth closed,
And hope that no one knows what I am thinking.

I could tell them what’s bugging me,
I could tell them about my leg,
About my heart,
About the pain I feel.
I could do this stuff,
Yet I choose pain then help every time,
I listen to my friends problem,
And add to the collection of sad story’s and pain.

I will look death in the eyes over and over again,
And stil come back.
I could walk on fire and feel nothing,
But when it comes to the heart,
That’s everyone’s weakness.

My life is like a book that never lends,
You can add you story to my library,
I could add it my sad story.
Aug 2018 · 131
All at once
Eevee Aug 2018
All at once people pass me,
Like I am invisible,
Like I don’t exist.
A feeling of emptiness inside,
Stays till I die.

All at once a ringing in my ear,
I turn to look at it,
But nothing appeares.
I start to call,
Yell,
Make it stop some how.

All at once my heart stops,
There in the center of a group,
The perfect guy I have ever seen.
A guy that is admired by all,
A guy that has the perfect smile.
A guy that makes me get up and go to school.
All at once love hits,
Like a hurricane.
Aug 2018 · 129
Afraid
Eevee Aug 2018
I am a fried,
Afriad that she will never talk to me,
Call me,
Text me,
But I can never get what I need from her.

So I put these fasodes on,
Not the real me,
Fake me.
Tell me where to hide,
How to escape the pain,
She cased me.
Aug 2018 · 192
Lovers
Eevee Aug 2018
She
A girl who loves this guy.
A guy that is so blind he didn’t see her,
Till it was too late.
She left and now he saw his mistake.

He a boy who “loves” this girl,
The girl of his dreams,
The girl that is using him.
He can’t see the true girl of his dreams,
Is right in front of him.
That girl that loves him from a far slowly fades to the background,
Till she is only a memory.
When he looks back all he sees is her face,
Full of sadness,
Hope,
And pain.
Aug 2018 · 118
Me
Eevee Aug 2018
Me
I have been told,
Just be me.
How do I do this?
Do what makes you happy,
Do you like to read?
Then read.
Do you like to jump up and down like a loon?
Then do it.
Always be yourself,
If people don’t like you,
Then they want what you have.
Don’t rub it in there face.
Think first,
But don’t be afraid to be me
Always express yourself
Aug 2018 · 131
Bullies
Eevee Aug 2018
THUMP THIMP!!!
It rings out across the school,
Teachers and students take shelter.
“Run while you can!!”
Someone shouts.

THUMP THUMP!!!
There coming,
There already here,
You can’t miss them.
They take you to that dark place,
A place were you want to escape,
But never get the chance to do.
A place where schools get shot,
Because people don’t think twice.
Bullies are are problems,
Let’s change that
Aug 2018 · 143
Loud
Eevee Aug 2018
Everywhere i turn,
i hear noise.
Music,
talking,
calls,
slamming of fingers on a keyboard.
I can't escape the noise.

It's loud.
so loud my ears are burring,
with hate,
and queerness.
then it's quiet,
then loud,
soft,
loud.
over and over again.

School is loud,
Home is loud,
teachers,
friends,
sisters,
brothers.
you can't escape it,
it already here,
it's loud.
Aug 2018 · 125
Where
Eevee Aug 2018
Where does the sun shine,
when there is darkness in our hearts?
Where can i see your face,
that i miss so?
Where can i find you,
when i am all alone?

I can here a sound.
A memory,
a dream.
I turn to look,
thinking that you will be there,
But your not.
i begin to cry,
cry and cry.
I yell out,
no answer,
no sign of you anywhere.
So i ask one more time,
Where am I?
People tend to feel alone. No one is there to comfort them. This poem is to speak out against there fears and shine some light.
Aug 2018 · 132
Time never fades
Eevee Aug 2018
When you know something bad  happened,
When you know you will always remember ,
The time we’re life was easy,
When you wanted to go to school,
When you liked to play outside .

Over time you think
what is going to happen next.
Will I conquer the world,
World war 3,
Collage,
Family,
Child.
All of these things happen,
But time will never fade.

When we were 3,
We said I want to be a fairy,
Or I want to be a firefighter,
I want the world to be better.
Why does everything have to be a war.
Time will never fade for all the people that have lost.
This poem is knock some sense into people that are willing to protest and put there kids in harms way.
Aug 2018 · 121
Eyes
Eevee Aug 2018
Your eyes tell a story your mouth,
Or your brain.
You can always tell if there is anything wrong,
           Pain,
                   Fear,
                           Joy,
                              And sadness.

You trie to  conceal the pain,
But someone will know.
Your eyes tell a story,
Weather you want to tell it or burn it.
My Bio mom was never really good at being a mom so when I finally accepted that she didn’t care I stoped begging for the pain to stop, it just did
Aug 2018 · 140
New places, new faces
Eevee Aug 2018
What is that I hear?
I hear music and laughter,
Light and happiness.

LOOK!! In the sky,
A bird that sings a song of grace,
A song that spreads hope and Serenity.

I move to this new place,
With new faces.
People happy and say hello,
People that aren’t afraid to speak there mind.
I have just moved to a new school. I know no one and am terrified of being alone, but I think of the time I had with my friends at my other school
May 2018 · 177
Comfort zone
Eevee May 2018
Where’s you comfort zone?
Mine is home on the couch,
Traveling with family.

But you always got to take it step by step.
I leave my comfort today,
The safty of family.
I am scared,
But ready to take that first step into adulthood.
May 2018 · 144
Back in time
Eevee May 2018
Look at the future,
What do you see.
A kid in a hat,
A boy with a bat.
A girl asking you to do her hair.

In the past I see,
Me as a kid,
A kid not knowing were to go,
A girl with a crush on a boy,
But afraid to say anything.

But right here,
Right now,
I see people ready to take on the world.
Nervous, but ready,
Like tiger going on it’s first hunt.

Back in time
When you focus on the past, and future you miss the what is happening right now
May 2018 · 204
Politics
Eevee May 2018
Politics are scary.
They tear friends and family apart,
They course war,
Make people afraid to be who they want to be.
They run and hide,
They try to stay out of the picture of our country.
They fear people will attack them,
Torcher them.
Attack their family.

Politics are the reason countries are divided,
Politics are the reason why kids are getting hurt all the time.

Politics
Check yourself before you wreck yourself
May 2018 · 136
Bugs
Eevee May 2018
There are bugs in my room,
In my hair,
In my mouth,
In my heart.

They are my comfort,
They are my friends,
Till you step on one.

Then I go crazy,
So they go cray.
I open my heart up to people I am not quite comfortable with.
Look in the mirror,
What do you see,
I see bugs,
To give you hope.

Bugs
Don’t be afraid to be you
Mar 2018 · 142
Wish upon a Star
Eevee Mar 2018
When you wish upon a Star,
Your dreams come true,
The light in the dark.

The one with a frown on it's face,
In a crowd of happiness.
The Star is the
                       Light of my life
                                              A friend.
When I wish upon a Star,
I always get my wish.
Mar 2018 · 244
Trying something new
Eevee Mar 2018
I have always been told to get out of my shell,
To face the world with new eyes,
To look at it for the first time,
I moved for the first time,
I have been told to try something new.

But the one thing that stays the same is,
My one true love,
My friends,
And my family.
I left my family, friends, and true loves in Utah.
I never cried so hard.
I have never felt more alone
I know what being alone feels like.
Mar 2018 · 123
My love
Eevee Mar 2018
My love grows deeper than
the sea.
My love run faster than a cheetah,
To get to it’s pray.
My love is waiting for that one guy,
To sweep me off my feet.

I want to kiss him every day.
Look into his eyes and know that he is mine.
Not a girls who will take him for granted.
My heart loves the man that is kind, and lifts people up.
My love runs deeper than the sea.
Mar 2018 · 119
Distant
Eevee Mar 2018
I am distant in my heart,
I had to leave,
                        My friends,
                                          My family,
                                                            And my crush
I am here,
Alone,
Wishing for a way out,
I want to escape my prison,
Run to the place I last remember.

I am distant,
My crush could have had me,
But he fell for another girl.
A girl that took advantage of his generosity.

I am distant from my friends,
I have no one to tell my problems to,
Or get advice about a boy.

I am distant from my family,
I can’t cry in the arms of my family,
The sadness I hold inside,
I cry in my pillow now,
Wishing for the pain to stop.
I am distant
I just moved to another state, and I am so nervous. I had to leave in the middle of my school year. So I feel alone.
Feb 2018 · 188
Almost there
Eevee Feb 2018
I am so close to the finish line,
I hold onto the memory’s from the beginning to the end,
Waiting to return to normal.

Sure the swimming is nice,
The view,
But you miss the things you leave behind the most,
Your friends,
And family.

When you want to say goodbye,
But it is to hard.
The sadness overwhelmes you,
The anger of leaving.
We are almost there
Feb 2018 · 169
Follow your heart
Eevee Feb 2018
When you need to make a chose,
when your brain doesn't have the answer,
when life thought you can handle it,
but you can't.

Follow your heart,
The one thing that will never fail you.
It may get broke,
and it will hurt,
but your heart has the best medicine.
Feb 2018 · 752
Tightrope
Eevee Feb 2018
I am walking a tightrope,
it's all an adventure,
with a breath taking view.
I am walking a tightrope.

I will lean to the left,
and fall,
fall into the bottomless pit,
i am walking a tightrope.

I stay in place,
i will leave,
to never come home,
never to fly away from the nest.
i am walking a tightrope.

I will not stay in place,
but i will not,
lean left,
or right.
i will fly,
but i will go my own way.
i am walking a tightrope.
This is part of a song, it is from the greatest showman. Sorry people.
Feb 2018 · 142
Come or go
Eevee Feb 2018
I sit on the beach,
thinking of what will come next.
Till i feel the night sky.
i look at my face,
in the broken water.
Feeling the names as they sink into me.
The feeling of the sadness,
and humiliation.

Should i come or go?
walk into the room,
walk out of the house.
look to the light,
they say.
the life of coming or going.
See the light,
look to it.
Feb 2018 · 157
Soon
Eevee Feb 2018
They all say soon,
soon you can go out with us,
soon you can drive a car,
soon you can open the door.

Soon you will kiss your true love,
soon you will have a boyfriend,
soon,
Soon,
SOON!!!
I hear soon,
i see soon,
i live soon.


I will soon be gone.
i will soon be a memory,
i will fade from existence.
I will dissapper,
and never return.


To infinity and beyond,
i will go,
never to come home,
never to love,
never to share,
never to be me.

Tell me i am wrong,
tell me i am right,
i wish for the best,
i run into the fear of leaving,
the miss you,
the i will never forget yous,
the love yous,
forever and always.

I will soon be gone,
the soon will be now,
the soon will become past.
I will soon miss you,
if i can hold myself together.

I soon will be gone and miss everyone.
Jan 2018 · 149
Coming up
Eevee Jan 2018
Something is coming up,
something big,
something huge.
I want to run,
but i will never escape the,
the monster that follows me.
My shadow of a doubt.
My heart is torn in two,
make up your mind,
It's coming up,
That word again,
They all repeat.
But NO ONE can ESCAPE THE COMING UP.
Jan 2018 · 156
Celebrate
Eevee Jan 2018
Lets Celebrate,
i did something good,
I did something amazing.
I said lets celebrate.

We can go to the mall,
go to Lagoon,
we can go to boondocks,
We can go out to dinner
Celebrating 51 poems
Jan 2018 · 431
Love story
Eevee Jan 2018
The story of a girl.
who fell in love,
her daddy said no.
They went to a ball,
they snuck out,
and they always stayed together.

One day they never came,
to that spot that they meet,
she began to cry.
Till she saw him,
she ran to him,
all her love,
all his love.
the love story doesn't end.
He got to the ground,
on one knee and asked that one question.
Daddy said it was OK.

You say that the love story stops at the first kiss,
what about the dates,
and the marriage,
the flowers,
the kids.
the love story continues,
even in death.
This poem is more like the summery of Taylor Swift’s love story song
Jan 2018 · 144
The wrong thing
Eevee Jan 2018
I did something wrong,
i tried to fix it,
but she wont talk to me.
I apologized,
I tried to do the right thing but,
hope is gone.
I tried to fix the wrong with the right,
but is not working.
Jan 2018 · 170
Silent
Eevee Jan 2018
You are waiting,
                  and waiting,
                              and waiting...
for your friend to respond,
to know that they are ok.
you keep cheeking your phone,
nothing.
You look up at the sky and say send me a sign.
Still nothing.

You hear the door open.
you slowly walk out,
Your heart pounding,
You look out the corner of your eye.
That sign has come to you.
That one person you hope to see everyday,
will no longer be there,
the life of him/her,
is gone.
They will be silent forever.
Jan 2018 · 464
Break ups
Eevee Jan 2018
The story you seek to know,
the story of her great blow.
To see her tears buff up in her eyes,
maybe she just wants to cry.
The room she lives in is a mess,
covered in tears and screams,
with blankets on the floor,
covered in her mascara.
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He wallows in shame,
as he goes through the  seen in his head,
The way her eyes fell to the ground,
as she ran to the bathroom,
as he saw himself break her heart.
The scream he hears at night,
is only his nightmare,
of what he did.
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As they pass eachother at school,
and look down,
They don't talk,
they don't look up,
They wallow away,
till they are only a memory.
:~(
I have been in many relationships. it hurts for a little bit, but it will all be ok.
Jan 2018 · 180
Muggle born
Eevee Jan 2018
I am a muggle born,
I am not a wizard,
i am the one that saw one,
There was a crash outside.
A flying motor vehicle,
with a huge man atop of it.
I cat turned into a woman,
a vary old man was there.
A boy was left on the porch.
I am a muggle,
Not a wizard.
Jan 2018 · 226
Open in life
Eevee Jan 2018
I am open in life,
I live and breath the fresh air.
I love the scent that the flowers give off,
I am open in life.

The birds sing the song of my heart,
the wind kisses the peddles of the flowers.
Open in life is the best way to connect to your inner self.
You may think i am crazy, but i will always be open in life.
Jan 2018 · 169
Future
Eevee Jan 2018
What will the future bring?
When i am older i will be a teacher.
Teach the young the true meaning of love, and friendship.
To teach them the right way to live.
To care about people and have good character.

But the future is not written,
let me tell you what,
You write you future.
Don't let it be a pipe dream,
where is can not be reached.
Make it come true,
so that dream,
is not so small

Furture.
Jan 2018 · 152
The true you
Eevee Jan 2018
The true you
is the part of you that never gives up,
the you that wants to lump up and scream,
the you that will always be loved by everyone.

The true you,
Says no to a dare that is wrong,
the true you,
Stays away from danger,
but stands up for what is right.

The true you,
loves people for who they are,
not by what other people say.
the you that is loved by everyone.

The true you
never be afraid to express the way you feel
Jan 2018 · 163
Freedom
Eevee Jan 2018
Freedom,
lives in us,
brings people together,
helps govern a country,
tells people to do the right thing.

Freedom to the people,
lets people have a voice in the world,
Lets us be who we want to be,
let us be the true us.

Freedom.
Jan 2018 · 127
out in the open
Eevee Jan 2018
I am out in the open for the first time.
I look at the trees,
the sky,
the flowers,
and the clouds form a shape of my,
one true love.

I am out in the open,
and i feel,
the breeze on my face,
the grass under my feet,
a spider crawl up my arm.

I am out in the open for the first time.
Jan 2018 · 206
Feeling blue
Eevee Jan 2018
Are you feeling blue?
and all you do is sit,
                             and sit,
                                      and sit.
you say,
i want something existing to help me stop feeling blue.
But is it the boredom that is making you,
feel blue,
or is it the lack of friends,
or maybe it's the love of you life,
just wont snap out of his funk.
well feel better becouse anything will stop you from feeling blue.
Jan 2018 · 109
In the distantce
Eevee Jan 2018
In the distance i see a flower,
longing to have a friend.
In the distance i see a meadow,
in the has a flower,
longing for a friend.
They both sing,
hoping that they will meet one day.
but it never happens.
In the distance i see two flowers,
longing for a friend.
Jan 2018 · 150
Never give up
Eevee Jan 2018
When you can't see,
but you keep fighting.
When you know somethings wrong,
and you keep pushing.
It's called never giving up.

Always do your best.
Jan 2018 · 140
Hard
Eevee Jan 2018
You say it's hard to count to 3,
you say it's hard to live life fully,
You say it's hard to move on,
But when the room,
gets lonely,
that's when it is hard.
Jan 2018 · 97
Santa is in my house
Eevee Jan 2018
I hear a pitter, patter of hooves on my roof,
I hear, see dirt slide sown the chimney,
I see a red sack in the fireplace,
Followed by a pair of boots.

I hear a **, **, **,
with a slurp like he finished the milk and cookies,
I see him turn to the tree,
with a plop he the sack of coal, or toys on the ground,
I see him open the bag, i see toys of all shapes and sizes,
all different colors.

With a swoosh of wind,
and a bright light,
i see
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