i've compared you to
oceans
drugs and
storms
to light
water
love and
more

i've crafted a million different metaphors
just to try and capture your beauty

but the truth is
you're just a boy
a boy i found perfection in

in every breath you took
and every atom in your ******* body
i found a reason to love

s.s

I feel empty today
Watching the snow
I feel as blank as the flakes,
With nothing left to sing
I have nothing left to give
So take what you will
I think I must leave
I stare at the stars on the ground
And the ones up in the sky
My feet will not move
Fixed like lights in the heaven
From where I am,
In this tree
I see the snow blanket
Cold and ironic
Like blank canvas,
Covered in lies
When I see printless snow
I cannot but help to think of children
With their perfect little ands and angelic smiles
With their strange desire to tear up the smoothe snow
I toss the thought aside
These are not thoughts for a being of my stature
For now I shall let Father Winter hold me in his icy embrace

He was beauty, inside and out
He was the silver lining in a world of blackness
He was my light
And now I’m in the dark

919

If I can stop one Heart from breaking
I shall not live in vain
If I can ease one Life the Aching
Or cool one Pain

Or help one fainting Robin
Unto his Nest again
I shall not live in Vain.

I once loved someone
Who never really loved me back
So I decided I would make this person
Who I wanted them to be
So I made them hungry until they shook
I laid them on the floor and made them
Sit up sit up sit up sit up
Until it hurt to stand
I rolled them over, made them go
Up and down up and down up and down
Until it felt like their muscles would bleed
I stood them in the shower
And let the water strip them of their skin
And then
I looked in the mirror
At this person I once loved
And I was still not satisfied

Love is like a sickness
With the cold feet
The fever heat of passion
But when it’s gone
You settle back down
With only scars in your memory