Diary of Jane

Nov 2023

queen of hearts

return to sender

I don't miss people
I miss the parts of me I gave them

this one ******* HURTS

Diary of Jane Nov 2023

Eternal Longing

Maybe she was born
With a heart
Forever meant to pine
After things
Never meant to be...

Diary of Jane Nov 2023

If I loved you once...

If I loved you once,
some part of me
will always love you,
in one form or another,
No matter why
it never worked out
between us,
No matter who
we're with,
No matter how many miles
we're apart,
You will always have
a piece of me-
This is your gift.
This is my curse.

Diary of Jane Oct 2023

Hate The Way I Love You

I hate the power
you hold over me
even when you're not there.
The way you affect me
in all the worst ways.
The way this love
consumes me
like no other feeling.
The way my own
heart betrays me
and chooses you,
every time.
But most of all -
I hate the way
I love you
when I know
I absolutely should not.

#love #hate #power #feelings #consume

Diary of Jane Oct 2023

All the people

Of all the people
I have loved and lost
You are the one
I remember the most.

Diary of Jane Oct 2023

Self-Destructive Urges

I still get the self-destructive urges
To reconnect with people
Who have walked away from me
In some unknown, inexplicable, wild hope
That they will be able to give back to me
The pieces of me they have taken with them,
Not realizing that not all things lost - are a loss.

Diary of Jane Oct 2023

Untitled

Do you ever wonder?
How the universe aligns
To make two individuals meet
In a lifetime
Among the billions of strangers
That wander through your life-
Faceless and nameless,
And how that one person,
Who was a stranger someday
Carves a whole universe inside you
And no other person
Will ever hold so much of you.