I lived on "what if's?" and "what could've been's..."

I always dwell on missed opportunities

But I could never remove the fear

of falling in love

                                              Thought I'd be scared for the nth time around

                                                         ­   because here's that scary feeling again

                                                          ­                      Yet it feels all too different

                                                      ­                                   This thing called love

I had no clue
that standing in the room
screaming at the top of my lungs
would cause
no one to even acknowledge
my existence

Even reigns of champions are abridged in the gap of time.

and I am grateful for you, I truly am.