Remember the days our love was strong;
The days we thought nothing could go wrong?
Remember the time we were left alone;
The time we fought the world on our own?
Remember the moments we shared a smile;
The moments we would laugh for a while?

Now remember the day that you ran away;
The day you left me astray.
Now remember the time you made me cry;
The time when I wanted to try.
Now remember the moment you said you were wrong;
The moment I said that I was long gone.

Today, I woke up in so much pain.
So much pain, my heart felt disdain.
Today, I cried.
And no, I couldn't explain why.
Today, I felt so angry.
So angry, I stared blankly.
Today, I had so much energy.
I didn't know what to do with myself mentally.
Today, I was so depressed.
I could feel myself starting to transgress.
Today, I was full of anxiety.
Feeling exposed to my impropriety.
Today, I just didn't seem like me.
Usually, I walk around careless and free.
But today, isn't one of those days.
It feels as though I'm in a haze.
And I'll never be able to explain to why.
Some days, I just want to cry.
And this will continue the rest of my life.
But I will survive.
I will fight.