Even after all the sin I've never been one to repent
Another win but is it heaven sent or am I hell bent
Patron only of mine tonight I dine well on fine print

I was born to lose a natural made failure and often a killer
Sworn in by those unnaturally old and grand figures my owners
Fathers and mothers how many figures were made at the altar
When the sons and daughters were sacrificed did any falter
Did anyone care to do more than pose and posture
As you marched the future off to the slaughter

Heart or a feather yours always seems heavier
If its not clear I'll cut the prose and be clear
Our elders hit it big and sold us up the river

I'm bad for my health but so is everyone else
Can't somebody help I think we're all in hell, hell
Oh I just need some wealth? and **** all the rest.
Use friends to sell and then, pop another pill

Get rich and thats the only route worth ****
Maybe I'm a lunatic but I think thats just not it

You get stuck on the past, here's the truth you'll be forgotten fast
Looking back coming in dead last we're just some everyday white trash
All our betters said were not gonna last, under our supervisors lash
Pennys thrown with a laugh while profiting off a billion dollar crash

Ignorance is the ****
Stay drunk stay lit
slit my wrist sew the stitch
Deaths the best lifes a *****

I can barely think just puked in the sink
Don't worry I'll get better
Another day on the brink getting new ink
I'm your ******* martyr
So choke me harder

Streets lined up on a platter
Tracks up an down the leather
Each step as light as a feather
soon I'll feel better
I should know better

All around me are zombies
What's up what's good homie
What do you want and of course I mean whatchu need
Cause God knows life ain't **** without gas to bleed

******* I must be cursed cause the sun ain't been out in days
And you know what they say crime pays
Pays for these cuts these scars things that stays with me for the rest of my days

Working every ******* day and that's the way it'll ******* stay
Cause when the work stops is when the reaper takes me away
I hear the worms crawling in the dirt in my brain everyday


Kidneys been bleeding for days that's how I know I'm still alive
Too many days fading into grays not even gonna ask why
This is life nonstop horror and another week's pay
Boots on again watching the bodies hang and sway