I came for the tune
And stayed for the lyrics

I wanted to understand the fuss
Thought you were full of it, I believed it

It was the vacation of a moment
And, months later, I wonder what happened

And today you sang and I sang along
And after all your jokes, I caved, laughin'

And as I sang, I looked at you
And it hit me, hard and fast and true

My smile fell and the tears fell
Because it's too late now, and I love you

gentle is the wind
softly screaming
as the sun dies

am I dumb?

because I over do it
analyze and overthink
why can’t I ride the wave
emotion overwhelms me
get scared
self sabotage
as I think

THIS

can’t be real
don’t deserve it

AND   he

ruined you
made you think you were
disgusting
and trash
and ugly
and terribly dark

Not a Dark Dream

but a cowish nightmare

and with the first blossoms there came rain,
and it rained,
oh it rained endlessly long