You said I can call
That you will always be there
After the storm washed away
My pain
I looked around and guess what?
You were not there
In my most time of despair
Your shoulder disappeared
Left me like dust
Just particles in the wind
Plant my seed
Positively in my mind
Even at my worst
I think about our times
I believed you
When you said u will always be here
Now I face the lies
That divides us with time
Why me?
Why do I get deceived?
I’m not perfect
Hell I never pretended to be
After our honeymoon
I couldn’t find you
I searched all over
Just to find you
Far away you are
Your heart pure as day
In someone else’s presence
I dreaded this day
A nightmare I live
Just to live to breathe again
The one I love
The one that is no longer here
I played the fool
Red shoes I wore
Clowned on my endeavors
Tears flowed for your lonesome
Alone again
Twice a day
365 days
7 days a week
I fall short
Reminiscing on our memories
Once you said
You will always be here
Words just engraved into my mind
Lies that’s overpowered by time
Here you say always
Just another memory
Hidden with pain
I remembered you said always
Just worlds with no meaning
Too busy
Clear to see
A broken wing
Mended with freedom
Swallowed by grace
Just lonely ole me
With a scare
That curves your name
A scar that reminds me
Love hurts more than pain
Insane insane
No meaning to memory lane
Just me left
Surrounded by pain
To **** a mocking bird
That’s the name
Insane insane

When morning comes
Sweet like the morning dew
Sun rays peeking
Over the sunset view
Know that
I’m still thinking
Missing
Supporting
In love
With you
Words from the overview

When you leave
To follow your dreams
Please think of me
Don’t forget
Lonely ole me

One day
Many moons ago
I will be here
Always
Patiently waiting alone
For you

My laid back in the back seat
This is all she
A small town woman like me
She sticks to me
Solid untouchable
With a tangible touch
See and read into my mind
Meditating on a combustion gust
Spiraling down the knowledge grove
Wanting peace, love and improve
Mention unity
Brung upon nature
Distracted by our rollercoaster
Wrapped warmth snuggly memories
Peace, time and the ability to give everything
Missing words of you n me