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 Dec 2024 Dani Just Dani
Kassey
In my 20s, I felt lost
everyone I loved, I lose
Maybe it was a beginning,
maybe it was my end.
If you live with this thought
coming soon
any day
have to say
"Good-bye",
a beautiful day with
good people
good events
good feelings
will approach and
be your side,
Good-by.
i've yet to break out of my shell
i've yet to know who i am
i've yet to find a purpose

yet i've died a million times
rebirthed into a vacuous cocoon
wrapped, trapped, in restraints

i've yet to break
i've yet to live
i've yet to love

yet you have lost me too many times
you've yet to know me
you've yet to love me

you've yet to accept me
yet you say you love me,
trapped
but i've yet to find my own strength
and once i do -
i will break out
i will live
i will love
i will be.
 Dec 2024 Dani Just Dani
Sailym
Only feel when there is a blade on my wrist
I now i seem like a girl who needs help
But im really just a girl that needs a little love
There is nothing more you can do for me
But love me unconditionally
 Dec 2024 Dani Just Dani
Sailym
Why is it so hard to love those who love me now
I was hurt and i stuck with me
Many memories i dont understand
So many blank spaces in my past
I want to be able to love them to
Nothing helps
Not therapy not crying nothing is helping
I feel as though i'm drowning in the place they call home
Not my home just a place i have no voice, no choice
Feeling like all i can do is just lay in my bed
Never wanting to leave the cozy little place
Its the only place i feel safe
Except the thoughts that go through my head start to get to me
I push people away
It ***** when they think i hate them
I dont but i dont love them either
It a mix of things i dont understand
Home isn't always brick and mortar,
It's the way your eyes crinkle when you smile,
The familiar rhythm of your steady breathing,
And the space between your fingers
where I slide mine.

I see us,
Dancing in kitchens we are yet to build,
Smiling at happy moments still to come,
As our story engraves deeper
Into our laughter lines.

Fifty short years from now,
Is already written in the lines of our palms,
We will be thinning out silver-haired,
Still laughing and growing old,
Sitting by the fire in our armchairs
Side by side.

©️Lizzie Bevis
I was to catch her
in  the rye
Maybe maybe
say goodbye

Alex stood naked
cloaked in orange
singing shivers
in the rain

We all know
how the story goes
So it goes
So on it goes

El Bib the acronym
To be read
back and forth
from end to end

Huckleberries
the river flows
down wrong paths
Big Jim he knows

I was the phoney
in the rye
A clockwork orange
in disguise
We were born with only time in hand
Handing out the days left to live
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