Every day is a beautiful struggle
Life is a contradictory of sorts
The world is so pretty
But there's so much ugly in it

To smile you must endure pain
To feel happy you must know sad
Every single day my heart breaks
But I choose to love any way

Life is not fair
It never has been
It never will be

Life is beautiful
But life *****

There are days that I struggle

To find the beauty inside and out

This place that I live on Earth

This place that I live in my mind

Is so abandoned

Is so empty


And then you came around

And then you grabbed my mind

She has what I want
She kisses your lips

You make me tremble
You grab my hips

She wants your love
She wants it all

Why would you let
A girl like me fall

I want you all to myself
Leave her, Let go

But she's your big love
And I'm all alone

You tell me I'm different
You smile, You're fun

But at the end of the day
She'll always be The Big One

I listen to my watch tick
& watch my life pass me by
In each moment I feel numb
I can taste the bitterness inside
My senses tell me my faith is fading
With each new tick that I spend waiting
I discover Nothing ive ever known is real 
Now How am I supposed to feel?

You are the one who makes me laugh
You are the one I turn to when I just need to chat
I've never felt so good as I feel when I'm with you
But sometimes things change
And we fell through
Like the leaves on the trees
You changed too
Now you were the one who made me smile
And now I've got no one to turn to and talk
And all this time we were destined for disaster
And just like Fall leaves on the trees
You had to go and change too

I just want something I can call my own
Something that makes me feel like my place in this world is meaningful
I just want something that I can say "that's mine"
And people won't understand why I love it so much
But they will understand how it makes me feel
Because everybody's got something they can call their own
I just want something I can finally say is all mine