if you want to have an abortion
then have it
dont let anyone say otherwise
it’s you’re body
do what you want with yourself
its nobody’s choice but yours

Not again
why do you have to make me feel this way
why do you have to make me laugh
why do you have to make me scared
again

why do i still fall for you
over and over
even though
i know you don’t feel the same

Seriously?
it’s like a game
that my heart forces me to play
and makes me feel the pain

of you

Sometimes I wish I could die
End it all
End my misery
Would anyone care?
Then I realize everyone dying around me
So i must have a reason for being alive
Right?

As I walk into a room nobody wants to be in
All that can be heard is the sound of sadness
Too scared to see her, who I haven’t seen in years
I walk up to look over her
Already tears have started
She looks so innocent
She looks like she’s sleeping
She looks so cold
And we all wish she would just wake up
everyday I wish she would come back
Just as Jesus Christ was able to
But no
The world is cruel
You are born
Then die
As others start to come
More tears are spilt
After everyone is here
I get one last look
Before the casket is closed
As some calm down
The speeches start
Then a song is played and I start crying again
I try and try to hold them in
To hold them in for everyone
But I can’t
Then as I help carry her over in a truck that’s infamous for death
We take her to her hole in a ground
And say goodbye forever
And now she lays six feet under

My sight gets blurry as I cry
As I remeber the happy days with her
As I remeber the worst
As I remeber the most worrisome
As I remeber the pain
As I remeber the arguments
As I remeber her turning left instead of right
As I remeber her go down the wrong road
As I remeber the time we spent
All I wish is for her be six feet above instead of below
My sight gets blurry with tears as I cry and remember her

Imagine a world
Where people went to a mirror and said
“Wow I’m beautiful”
Instead of
“I’m ugly”

Imagine a world
Where people talked
Instead of
Declaring war or fights

Imagine a world
Where equality exists
Instead of
Hate

Can’t?
Me either
Make this imagination
Come true

I wish I could go back in time
redo everything
maybe you’d still be alive
if only I knew what would happen
i wish I could’ve fought harder
but now i have a purpose
i’ll make sure nobody else has to go through this
Ever.

I can’t help it
I’m just the way I am
I can’t help it
I’m just the way I am

They call me out
They yell at me
They try to change me
They pick me apart  

But I won’t stop
No I won’t stop
I keep on going
I keep on being me

And I won’t stop
No I won’t ever stop
No I’ll just keep on going
Keep on trying

Because
I can’t help it
It’s  just the way I am
I can’t help it
It’s  just the way I am

You're the final puzzle piece
You’re the music to my dance
You’re  the final ingredient
You’re the final brick to my building
You’re the final lyric to my song

You Complete Me

Did she ever love me
Ever
I thought she did
We laughed together
I looked up to her
I loved her
But
Did she love me
Ever
I assumed she did
We played together
We had a connection
But
Did she ever love me
Ever
Even a bit
Even the smallest
I’ll never know

People discriminate against their own species
People discriminate gays
People discriminate lesbians
People discriminate bisexuals
People discriminate transgenders
People discriminate against blacks
People discriminate against whites
People discriminate against themselves
Even though we’re all human

You only live once
you only get one chance
to do what scares you
so ask him
take a chance
make the jump
you only get one chance
to do what you believe
to stand up
so use your voice
make it right
you only get one chance
to do what you love
to feel the fun
to create
so do it
you only get one chance
to be yourself
so be you
don’t let anyone say anything else
so be true
you only get one chance
to find them
so take the time
don’t let anything stop you
you have one chance
to do it all
so don’t waste time
tell them you love them
ask them the question
find the one
make what you want
be who you want
and live

Thousands of miles away
And finally
I may get to see you again

Thousands of miles away
And finally
I may get to hug you again

Thousands of miles away
And finally
I may get to talk to you again

Thousands of miles away
And finally
I may get to laugh with you again


Finally

Die for what you are
die for what you love
die for Who you love
die doing what you love
die being Who you love

and live for it
live for Who you love
live for what you love
live doing what you love
live being what you love

Find what youd die for, and Live for it.

When I heard the news
I was so happy
I was cured of the blues
I am finally able to see you
We get to do so much
Together
I’m so excited
To see you
After all this time
Of waiting

what am I doing wrong
do I not make you smile enough
do I not make you happy enough
do I not listen enough

am i not good enough
am i doing something wrong
am i not pretty enough?

am I just not good enough

a hole
lays deep in me
deep into my heart
that hole takes a part of me
everyday
That hole eats at me
it makes me wonder
why.
That hole slowly swallows me
and takes me to my darkest places
That hole destroys me
and makes me shed tears
That hole will forever be in me
and not even time can heal it

That hole's name?

grief

she danced to her song every night before bed
we played everyday together
we laughed together
hugged each other
then one day
when we tried to stick together
the judge denied it
and she wasn’t my sister any longer
one day they came
to take her
and i tried to stop it but i didn’t know what was happening
i was so young
and so sad
and they took her from us
i cried on the stairs
whishing
whishing she could stay
And now i have a mission
to one day find her
and stay with her
forever
and never let her go

They ask you how you are
you say your fine
but the truth is far from that
you lie to hide
to hide the truth
because you don’t wanna talk
but that’s fine
because not everyone has to  talk
sometimes being left alone and crying is better
and other times talking is better.

Hopes a funny word
Hope keeps us going
Hope keeps us alive
Hope tears us down
Hope kills us
Hopes a funny word

If only I could have said good bye
Face to face
And hugged her one last  time

I miss you
I miss your smile
I miss your laughter
I miss your jokes
I miss you

I miss you
I miss your obsession with pll
I miss your obsession with Grayson
I miss your obsession with the kardasims
I miss you

I miss you

I miss you

I miss you more than a dog loves it’s bone
I miss you so much you could hear my heart go *** ***, *** ***
I love you so much that when you left
My heart broke

Everytime you played the guitar
The flowers danced
It’s a shame
I didn’t get a chance
To say goodbye

I hope to see you again

So many lights
So many buildings
Very little trees and grass
So much pollution
Nothing is being done
To save us all
And sooner than later
We’re dead
Because we miss treated this beautiful planet
That gives us life
And for that
We **** it
And all other life in it
Like it’s a hobby
Like it’s fun
Like we’re in charge
NO
We aren’t
And I’m sorry future generations
For what we have done
We’ve slowly killed ourselves
With phones televisions
Drugs
I’ve learned this first hand
For I am having consequences
For what other people have done
For what people my age have done
For what other generations before me
Have done
And so I’m truly, from the bottom of my heart, sorry
And I need to make a difference so for anyone who sees this
Please help
Even if it’s picking up trash
Please do it
And save humanity

How could I have been so dumb
So stupid
You made me smile
You made me laugh
You lead me on
You ripped me apart
You tore me down
You made me think
That I found someone
That we had mutual liking
But i should gave known
That your too popular
But I should have known

every time i think of her
it hurts
i love her so much
i long the day i find her
and hope it comes soon

it hurts
when your other half
lives across the country
the one you do everything with
*would do
the one that completes you
that makes your darkest days the brightest
within seconds
it hurts
when your best friend
lives thousands of miles away
the one that makes you cry
tears of joy
and pain when you without them
the one that can see past your broken parts
that can heal you in an instant
it hurts
when you cant see the only person
who makes you so happy
that you might just die.

I wish I was cool
I wish I was popular
I wish I was missed

I wish people wanted me
I wish people cared for me
I wish people liked me

I wish I was loved
I wish I was wanted
I wish I was liked

I wish people thought about me
I wish people knew about me
I wish people talked to me

I wish people knew I existed

i wish i could change
that wouldn’t be so bad
maybe id have more friends
have more fun
maybe id finally be happy

maybe then youd finally talk to me
maybe then we could be friends
maybe then id be happy again

I Wish I Could Change

I wish I could see you
once again
I wish I could hear your voice
once again
I wish I could play with you
once again
I wish I could joke with you
once again

I still remember your laugh
I still remember your cheer
I still remember your music
I still remember your joy

I would give anything to go through the ups and downs
I would give anything to have another day with you
I would give anything to hear your voice again
I would give anything to see your smile again

I will forever remember you
You will forever be in my heart

I wonder what you’d think of me
I wonder if you think of me
I wonder if you remember  me
I wonder if you want to remember  me
I wonder if you’ve cried over me

I miss you
I want you
I need you
I love you

I wonder if you miss me
I wonder if you want me
I wonder if you need me
I wonder if you love me

I imagine you
I see pictures of you
I wish for you
I beg for you

I wonder if you imagine me
I wonder if you see pictures of me
I wonder if you wish for me
I wonder if you beg for me

I wish you were mine.

Hate fuels anger
Hate makes us wanna ****
Hate tells us do bad things
Hate makes us do horrible actions
And yet sometimes it works

Love tells us to ask her/him
Love makes us do dumb things
Love makes us live
Love makes life
Love makes people do horrible things
Love makes people ****
Love fules hate

They are right love is strong
So is hate
But love makes people ****

Lies are so easy to think of
they are so easy to believe
sometimes you want to believe them
lying is wrong
right?
but people lie all the time
they lie to protect
to protect themselves from the truth
from reality
lie to not get yelled at

they lie to protect others from
the truth
from reality
and so they don’t hurt someone
lying is good
right?

people lie all the time
to run from reality
to destroy people
to **** people
to tear people apart
to get what they want
to make friends
for fun

lying is
what is it
good and bad
right?

The black night sky
Filled with stars
Up so high
A planet is seen from afar

a distant void
engulfing everything
in its reach

You’re no good for me

you keep me up at night

You’re no good for me

you make me cry

You’re no good for me

you make me think too much

You’re no good for me

you make my heart stop

You’re no good for me

you get my hopes up

You’re no good for me

Once a year I get to see you
Once a year I get to laugh with you
Once a year I get to talk to you
Once a year I get to hang out with you
Once a year I get to eat with you
Once a year I get to smile with you

Then I say goodbye
Then I cry
Then I miss you
Then I frown
Then I wish you were here
Then I cry more


Then it all repeats
Every year
And I long to see you
Every year