Oh my sweetest night
I walked through old street
Winds so cold to cleave woods
Who will welcome me through this rusty
Doors?
Without him im so innocent

Oh my dearest night
Will my breath taken away through his absence
Every night I awake to plea
No one know how I'm dreaming old

Oh my frightened night
Who will care your lonley sleep
Around the house
I felt his absence
Everyone hiding the real
I wanted to show how sky is beautiful.

Now the time and I are wasted
hell no, I'm trying to be good enough
to save your ******* respect
**** I'm not ready to disprove it
The world minds me when I saw your fault
I dont wanna lie to the lier
even I'm bad but acting be nice to you all
nothing is permanent
not even my heart
you wanna see the ****
so take my soul away
every one looks like innocent ****
no one helps you though
your bamboos are spreading
but let it be in legal
so unethical loyalty
I'm so dizzy
I'm a drunken yard you can spill your ****
and leave like nothing happened
cause your matter doesn't matter
my poor heart.

Hard enough to come to you
When you call me
My time is a sin
I broke that effort to rush that doors open
Windows making sounds and whispers
I felt that crying dogs are not good enough to  bark , so sick of your empathy
So sick of my friends and family.

I tried to walk on path that halt my eyes
The breeze isn't fair ,
flows like bold blood
Thus I can run into daze of fragility

Can you find my hand to help me
When I lost my sight
Through your shred
I tend to cease my sense.

I wore the dark and white around my room
I blind myself from your presence
your knocks would sing a song
Is that an elegy?
you wore that hat in neat
The misery shall be my friend to say
hello, I
allowed your name at corners without
opening my doors
so I won't get be haunted
by your eyes

The sky is my heart
so I pray you to not find mine
The littles would curl around my thoughts
when you asked about my LOVE.