to the man who should have been a dad
I really hope you aren't mad
and learn to teach the littles
beating kids is bad.
you should have been there when i cried out
to catch me and raise me up
not drunk
or drugged
with a belt in hand
for crimes i never committed
please be better for Monica and Henry
and teach them to love its all I ask
To the mother who tried her best
rarely taking time to rest
you did good providing wealth to your family
but the area that you did lack
was finding time to come back
and in all fairness
you did not set
an honest game
i came in last amongst my siblings.
black sheep black sheep was my name
you fixed it perfectly while you sang
So please do try to forget
this child u did so regret
as i left this earth
And to the kids i was raised with
even if you hide behind a mask of rage
i know you love me, page after page.
****-Transphobic you may be
twas not your fault you hhated me.
when evil's all u grow to know
then does darkness-based truth doth show.
don't be sad, or feel so haunted
you shall know, this is what i wanted.
dont try to help im done with this life, i'll be offing myself in 3 hours