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  Mar 7 Carson Dees
Eniyans
I refuse to bow to those words-
The ones that pierce my heart,
Tear at my soul,
Yet still claim to love.
What kind of love is that?
Is it pain,
Torment,
Or torture?
It's 3am

I'm on the phone
No one's awake and I'm alone

It's 3am

The radio's on
Songs are played on lonely station

It's 3am

I'm in my bed
My eyes are open and sleep has fled

It's 3am

I'm on the balcony
The sky is dark and just quite scary

It's 3am

Some windows have lights
Could they also not sleep tonight

It's 3am

I'm still awake
When will life ever give me a break
Insomniac nights are the worst. And it's been going on like this for quite awhile.
I cry remembering you, I smile remembering you,
Sometimes in my tears, sometimes in my laughter,
the echo of your presence still lives within me I cry for the moments I lost,
the ones that will forever live only in my memories I smile after losing you,
because even pain has now become a habit.
Carson Dees Mar 7
I'm taking a break,
For a day or two.
I'm taking a break,
Of constantly checking what's new.
I'm taking a break,
Though shine may rain,
I'm taking a break,
For the remainder of my brain.
I'll be back.
Carson Dees Mar 6
There is a girl,
She is a whirl,
Four years old,
Loves hair in curls.
She plays all day,
In her own way,
Born with a skull,
That cracked away.
This will be,
Her ninth surgery,
On her structural
Deformity.
She is tested,
Nationwide,
Because of a rarity
Deep inside.
Her story is grand,
God has great plans,
And I pray for her,
Continuously
Emmy Bielss, a sweet and loving kid who loves fun. She is a blessing to us at our school.
Carson Dees Mar 6
If you ever feel,
Like you are an accident,
Just close your eyes,
And listen to the birds,
Tweedle-ee, tweedle-oo,
Hear the sway of the leaves,
Shhhhhh... shhhhhh,
Open your eyes,
See the blue sky,
The green grass,
The fresh air,
And remember,
You
Are
Loved.
Wanted.
Do not give up.
Keep pressing on.
I press on for the prize,
For which God has called me heavenward,
In the name of Christ Jesus.

You are never alone.
Carson Dees Mar 6
The other day at school,
I made a Ferris Wheel.
There were so many colors,
Like pink and blue and teal.
But did it stay up and down?
No, It swayed from side to side,
So I glued the pieces down,
But that didn't make a fun ride!
It kept on getting crooked,
Then something occurred to me,
"I cannot control this wheel,
Just like people can't control me!"
Although they may try,
(And trust me, they will.)
To stop you from leaning sideways,
Either take their advice,
Or don't look twice,
Only you can control your ways.
When you are crooked,
Don't go lookin'
For someone to change your ways.
Only you can do that,
So get up, take your hat,
And keep on living your days.
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