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Anza Aug 2018
I look at your bruises and wish if u could was them away ,he's always beating you but you're telling me you stills feel safe in his arms

Whenever you do his laundry, you're always fighting his clothes, if I could was your scars and let me drive in safely in your heart I swear I'll be your ride for lie

You're always wearing make up to cover those blue eyes he gave you but I know what you're hiding behind that make up is pain and regrets ,I know what you're hiding in that dress are scars and  bruises

Girl I can be better ,treat you better and I can respect you and show you what  you're worth, you're better than diamonds ,you shine brighter than they do, so don't let him scratch you

Every night you won't be shouting and crying for help but a smile will be the best make up you'll be wearing because you deserve that
Heart
Anza Aug 2018
I sat there in the dark just waiting for your call to light up my face

Your love smashed my bones I don't Have more strength to fight all your accusations

I sing alone and cry just hoping you'll see my tears and take it easy on my heart

I slept shaking like I spent 7 nights in the cold ,I slept with a heavy heart ,with foolish thoughts on my mind when I was hoping to die

I slept by the river waiting for your love to pass by ,I suffered from thousand bites when you were there by my side just watching

When I turn around you stabbed me with a knife and still ask if I'm ok ,when you saw me crying you told people that's how we play

I thought I had it all but all you served me was leftovers
Feeling down n heart broken
Anza Aug 2018
you switched off the light and left me in the dark and came back at 4am in the morning but still I kept quiet and acted like I didn't see a thing when I Wake up

I overhead you on the phone telling my child to call another man "daddy" on the phone and I still held her like she's my own

When we were arguing, you said I'm just a stupid man who don't know anything and I smiled and internally I said "know everything" but out loud I just said it's OK I'm stupid

I saw you entering my friends house and you came back with his car and said it's your friends car, I didn't know what to say because it's the day I wanted to introduce you to him

You took it too far when you brought another guy over and you claimed he's your cousin, and i caught you in bed with him but you didn't even let me touch you every night but still I didn't think of cheating

When you looked in my eyes and apologized, I could see you in the next 3 minutes packing, and I was tired of raising another man's child

I'll find someone better who'll find me enough and satisfying in their lives and who'll avoid to live lie because their legs won't always be open to any guy like a magazine

Don't forget to take your little kid ,I think its high time I make my own family not feeding another man's family

I overhead you in the kitchen telling him that you miss him and that I'm nothing in your life ....that broke me

Goodbye
A man is heart broken by standing all his partners hurtful actions
Anza Aug 2018
I hate love songs because they always remind me all my mistakes and all the guilt I hold inside

I feel like my love for a person ain't enough everytime I press play and they remind me how useless I am

They bring out the weakness in me and turn gold into coal and leave a hole in my heart a thousand feet deep

I hate love songs because they remind me of broken promises that I failed to keep and all the instructions of falling in love I failed to read

I hate the lyrics that always prove me wrong on thinking I'm loving right and to show that there ain't any reason to fight

I hate how love songs are sang because that's how I spend all my sleepless night alone and just holding my pillow tight

I hate love songs because they make me realise thousand things when I'm thinking I got everything under control

I hate love songs
Hate
Anza Aug 2018
When my heart starts to sound like broken strings and my blood lose its dancing rhythm and my eyes start to look at each other funny

When the sound of your broken  promises coming like a nightmare and when i lost focus and didn't know  which way to go

When your broken strings are discovered, when your I love you starts to sound like I hate you and revealing the fake you

When you abandon your broken guitar strings and try to play a violin and you find that you're not good at it so as your stupid games and lovers  start to reject you and the only thing to blame is your foolish heart full of shame

When my heart start to sound like broken  strings and the only thing to focus on is healing my wounds, when your music is nolonger appreciated

When honesty comes like a whisper and the truth over flood all your lies and you remain tied helplessly, when the only thing you can play is yourself

When true love runs out
About a broken hearted man expressing his feelings
Anza Aug 2018
If I tell you all my flaws warent my choices but situation that didn't even care about my own

If I admit that i was wrong in every argument would you believe me

If I tell you that I was too proud to apologize after every fight because I was taking advantage of your love ,would you take me back?

If I show you that I though all my wrongs were right and how I thought all my lies were right would you take me back?

If I tell you that in your arms I felt more alive and I appreciate every moment and just acted like it wasn't enough and admit my wrongs, would you take me back?

Would you take me back to mend your broken heart and take your mind to Paradise to recover everything that I left wounded ,would you take me back?

If I get down on my knees and promise you my life not the earth because the last time I promised you the earth it didn't work out would, you take me back?

If I drop a tear in front of your eyes and admit that I was a lie and promise you honesty for the rest of your life ,would you take me back?

If I hold you tight and promise not to let you down and share your tears when you're down and never let your knees touch the ground, would you take me back?

If I promise to always be around and never leave you for someone and stay with you in the dark until the light arrives ,would you take me back?

But two questions in my heart, did you regret being in love with me?,and would you take me back?
Regrets

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