Barb J Rose

Barb J Rose 5d

Giver.

i'm such a giver, deliver
lay yourself right in my shiver
let my tears run in the river

please grab me and squeeze me
'til acidic drops come out on your tongue
i guess you had it none

i look for and run away from you
but it looks like you do this too
turn the rage in bloom

so where's your pride? alibi?
you take these words and leave them, bye
please don't bury me here.

#pride #love #mother #poem

Barb J Rose 7d

This mess we're in

and the sea keeps swimming, just like this feeling
and the earth continue to die, just like myself
and the city sleeps all over me, just like other being
and the band keeps playing, just like yourself

like the PJ Harvey song

#poem

Barb J Rose 7d

What is love?

what is love?
to me is an mith
like a house build brick by brick
love chooses and chases people
like when god pick someone to receive a gift
love does the same
choose someone to fall in love
sometimes it will be two people
but a lot of times will only be just one
it can come and go
show up and disappear like fun
and there's many types of love
the abusive, the pretty and the unkown
i had all, had many, always above
and with all of them i had this question
what is love?

i just thought about it

#love #poem

Barb J Rose Mar 29

Bipolar type

this love is not for me, this life doesn't worth with me
even though i search for this in my life, i know i never will get marry
the fear hunts me day and night in this forest of lie
you can't see through my face, you can't feel my disgrace
please don't treat me like a **** disease
i was born like this animal, by and melancholic
you feel the moment, i feel my past and my future raise it up
say again, my friend, what did you bet for?
when the sun goes down, my mania gets up
please don't treat me like a **** disease
just give me my medicines, i will get better soon

i wrote this a long time ago

#love #hate #poem

Barb J Rose Mar 25

Not in the mood.

i'm not in the mood to talk right now
save your prayers to another day
keep your hands to yourself today
'cause i'm not in the mood, i'm not in the mood
you spoke the three words, the taboo ones
you praised me to my bones
but somehow i don't love you
i want you to hate me, throw me away
please don't talk to me, i'm on my way
away from your arms, away from your cries and actions
taking a step back, trying to move back from where we were
so simple and unspoken
bleeding and broken
and i'm not in the mood, i'm not in the mood

read this poem and then "You never loved me"

#love #hate #poem #mood #situationship

Barb J Rose Mar 25

You never loved me.

you never loved me
you liked my hair, my skin and eyes
my metalic smile and my happy cry
you said that i worth it
but you can't say how could work it
you enjoyed the idea of me being yours
but you would hate to see me being myself
can you say what is my favorite colours?
and as i expected, you didn't stay
never text, never call or obey
is it your pride or my disguise?
that made you turn your back
and i did the same on your lack

man i miss him

#love #situationship #friendship

Barb J Rose Mar 23

Vermillion

the knock on the wall wakes me up
the air is cold again
i feel me eyes open in a blowup
what i do? what i have now?
the thoughts starts again
what i am? what i have without?
but i still layed down in the cold ground
i have to do so much, but i can't
paranoia living inside of my head
agony taking care of my skin
my head filling up with my sin
and all of that, because i woke up
take me to my dreams again
the only place i can stay and remain
a memory, a melody, just one vision