does it hurt? does it flinch you?
to see me now with them
knowing you were with me back then
it was a time where i was loyal to you
i would burn myself for you, oh i
no, i'm not.
do you still have that image of me in your mind?
no, i'm not.
i wish i wasn't the same
i wish you could change, so do i
no, i'm not.
so tell me, do you still see me this way?
like a pray, oh i wish you could just say

this love is not for me, this life doesn't worth with me
even though i search for this in my life, i know i never will get marry
the fear hunts me day and night in this forest of lie
you can't see through my face, you can't feel my disgrace
please don't treat me like a **** disease
i was born like this animal, by and melancholic
you feel the moment, i feel my past and my future raise it up
say again, my friend, what did you bet for?
when the sun goes down, my mania gets up
please don't treat me like a **** disease
just give me my medicines, i will get better soon