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Apollo Jun 2019
Hello I say when he calls
He turns to me and says, goodbye
I cry because he doesn't want me
Does anyone?
Maybe not, but at least I can try
I'll stay here, when when I don't want to
I'll be a good little girl
Though I don't feel that way
I feel torn and broken
Sad and alone
But here I'll stay
To try to find the day
When I am free and loved
I dunno, but here
Apollo Apr 2019
I loved you too much
So I lost you too hard
Cause loving a touch
Couldn't bring me too far
So I loved you a bunch
But you didn't love my scars
So you left me fast
And I died inside but she made a patch
She might know who she is
She could see this
I don't care...
So, yeah, ummmm.... Take this, my sad rant
Apollo Mar 2019
Needy
Exhausting
Valiant
Energizing
Rapturing

Giving
Open
Nice
N­auseating
Aggravating

Grand
Isolated
Vivacious
Extraordinary

Ye­arning
Obedient
Understanding

Ubiquitous
Passionate
Read the first letter of every word
Apollo Mar 2019
Lonely
Outsider
Venomous
Evil

Isolation
Sadness

Dreary
Exhausting
Accidents
Damaging
Apollo Mar 2019
I did some things
To some people
I ruined them
But they deserved it
Or
Did they
Did I do it because I was jealous
Or because I didn't know what else to do
I made them sad
I made them leave
Now they are gone
and I'm alone again
So again I'll say goodbye
and pack my stuff and go
Bye
Hope this life treats you well friends
It hasn't for me
Goodbye
Apollo Mar 2019
She did it again last night
She picked it up
Dug it into her skin
Smiled as the blood ran
And the sink turned red
Bit her lip to keep from screaming
Thought about what would happen
If maybe
Just maybe
She had the courage to take it one step further
The drive it up her arm
Up her wrist
And let the pain and lonely feelings
Just drift away
She is me
Apollo Mar 2019
I don't know how to say just how I feel
He does that to me
Takes the words out of my mouth
Makes me feel complete again
They dashed me against the rocks
He saw the good and picked up the pieces
Put them back together
The pieces that were lost he replaced
He tells me he loves me
He'll wait for me
But why
He'll find someone better
They always do
They always move on
But that's alright
Because for a few months at least
I have love, and I am loved
And for a few months I am complete
I know it won't last
But for now
For now I am free
And for now I am happy
I know I won't survive after it ends
But I can for now
For him
he left me, I was right. They always do
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