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J Feb 2017
I don't want to be alone but i want to be alone.

I want to go out and explore but i want to be in the comfort of my own bedroom.

I want to express my feelings but i am scared to open up.

I want to meet new people but i don't like the pressure and awkwardness.
Im quite depressed today. As always
J Feb 2017
you said you love me
but i only smiled

you held my hand
i just let you but i didn't feel giddy

you looked at me with love in your eyes
mine held guilt

you told me you want to be with me forever
i only laughed it off



you told me why
i just smiled at you

you spat at how cold i was being
i didn't care i was laughing in my head

you asked how i can break a man's heart so easily
i said nothing

did you ever love me? you asked
i shook my head and you cried

you asked again why
my reply was simple

**I'm sorry
J Feb 2017
can i laugh?
oh how i wish to just laugh
it is like poison you see
no
it is like a drug
it makes me...
idle
blank
i hate it
this is going to destroy me
J Feb 2017
Under the moonlight we touch
Under the stars we dance
Under the deep dark night we smile

You are shining
You are twinkling

We dance and let the song of our hearts guide us
We sing and let the words of our love speak

Tonight it's just you and me
Tonight there's nothing but us...we...

Gently
Softly
Lovingly

Let's whisper each other's name as we drown in ecstasy
Ecstasy of our passionate love

No words are needed

Your eyes are enough to tell me that just like me
You also burn with the want and the lust...the love

I know
Words don't come easy that's why, love
Don't speak

Let us drown in our breaths and whispers of love

— The End —