Anon: Poems

Addicted

Anon May 2019

Addicted

Once an addict always an addict
Addicted to the pain
Tearing my skin
Watch me deflect emotions
Ignore my feelings
Neglect those I love
Burn my soul on the stove
Where is that pin
Watch me stab it in
Screaming, crying, laughing
Smiling and dying

#sad

Can't think of a name

Anon May 2019

Can't think of a name

What a year what a year
Another day another tear
Nothing seems to be clear
All I know is fear
Fear of what others think of me
Fear of what I will be
Fear of what others see
My heart free of glee

This is really just a prototype , can't really decide on how i move on from here. might add somethings to it later or delete it completely.

#fear #sad

CHI

Anon May 2019

CHI

My chi be telling me there will be better days
I sit down wondering if I will see another day
Do I even deserve another day?
Imagine getting ***** and clamoring for your rapists approval
Why don’t I just blow my head off like Hemingway?
Then see the old man at the end of the tunnel
I wonder what he would say
Probably tell me how I wasted all my talents
Maybe remind me of how I was a disgrace to my parents
Probably get Dante to lead me to inferno
Or would I finally find peace
My chi comes back and screams as I swallow the pill

Written after a very bad day

#energy #sad

Patience

Anon Sep 2019

Patience

I can't wait to get home
To get back to you
You the source of my joy

I can't wait to get home
To fully embrace you
You with your skin so smooth

I can't wait to get home
To kiss you
You with your lips so lush

I can't wait to get home
To make love to you
With your chest so full

#love #happy #home

Running

Anon May 2019

Running

Run down the stairs of despair
A fast descent
Nothing has ever been clearer
My will and hope bent
Death the final chapter

#death #sad #short

Untitled

Anon Jul 2020

Untitled

I don't think I deserve happiness , just pain and anguish .

— The End —