Hair wet.
Rain running down my face.
Clothes damp but hadn't damper my mood.
Cause I'm in the rain thinking of you.
I'm not crying
And do wish I was walking in this rain with the one I love.

But for now, the thought of you will have to do.

You looked into my eyes
And saw yourself looking back,
You corrupted me, wholly, fully until your demons were my own..

I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.

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you wake up
his hair is spilled across the pillow,
the sun slants across his cheekbone
and his breath is slow and even.
he smells like an open field
and his body is wrapped around yours
so he keeps you warm.
you think,
there is no moment better than this,
that he is too perfect to exist.
but you wake up gasping,
skin soaked in sweat.
you lie there for a long time,
in your completely empty bed.