Into the night
My will could fade to the black
Back to the emptiness
Back to the curse
Facing the sky
The clouds are calling me back
Pensive of all my years
Spent, ****** and disdained
For the most wretched of Her machinations is still in turn
What stood, still burns
I endeavor to throw off the shackles of yesteryear
I've uprooted the weeds in my skull so that flowers appear
And I...

Try to be stronger
To fight this world with a broken shield
The damage burning
But I will not claim this world as hell
I choose to be reborn

My fruitless dreams
Have turned and fall like the leaves
Cast to an autumn breeze
"Wicked, Weak and diseased..."
Is no portrait of futures when authored by grandeur's hand
My barren land...
Is withered and waning, my forests are fading
There's no place to hide
From the scorching light
So I...

Try to be stronger
To fight this world with a broken shield
The damage burning
But I will not claim this world as hell
I choose to be reborn

My brightest dream
Sweet sleep is calling me there
As to a field of reeds
Calls to the lost soul in me
I am lulled by deceit of imaginations and hopeful tears
No such safety or harbor from a monster so near
So I...

Try to be stronger
To fight this world with a broken shield
The damage burning
But I will not claim this world as hell
I choose to be reborn

Prideful wings
Are soaring higher
As the Saints
Are falling under
Desperation has turned the angels
Into monsters

Don't speak
To the voices of the fallen
They will lead you astray
Don't gaze
Upon the wings of the ascended
For the light will bring pain

They're calling out
Across the rotting harvest
Collecting souls
Of the starving hopeless
Dust and ashes
Of dying kingdoms
Scattered by the wings of angels
Devoured by the teeth of martyrs

Plague comes
Upon the winds of our destruction
At the end of our days
Creatures
That used to be the angels
Through the dark they pervade

In the grip of despondency
One can only see enemies

Prideful wings
Of burning ether
Resurrect
The countless horrors
As the monsters
Consume the hours
Our fallen Saints
Are becoming vultures
And the sun, it sinks
Into the final twilight...

Awake
A black sun rises
Stretching its limbs across the wastes
The ruins are vibrant
The landscape is violent
The creatures that once were human...

Now breathe
Their progeny
Countless lives were lost
When the sky fell into the sea
A million voices curse the world
That came to be

Asleep
The blood moon rises
Shining its light to drown the stars
The night sky is vacant
The monster awakened...

And he feeds, as he's freed
Devour all life from the sky to the sea
For taking from a dying world
As she bleeds
This is how the human race will cease to be...

Caught in this place of disgrace and a bleak depression
Mental corridors behold a disease
As you are filling your guts with what will lead to your own abominations
You are wallowing in regret and defeat
Forever ripped by the claws of the desolation
An addiction is what you must feed
But to condemn yourself to a life of utter loneliness and starvation
You, a victim of your unfathomable greed

**** the king
For he is the source of your heartless deceit
He will **** for you, and he wants your pain
The king is the monstrosity that you have to feel
King is your greed

Tears flow from you
And blood from me like a river
I have given what you'll never give me
Thus you have made me a sinner
As I am no longer a forgiver
I desire to bury you beneath

So I will **** the king
For the atrocities that were ****** unto me
I gave it all to you, and you caused me pain
But merely a fraction of what you deserve to feel
Gods **** the king

"The words of a beggar are those of despondency , the words of an addict are those of desperation, and the words of a liar are those of destruction "

Cursed and shallow
You will live your life as nothing
Hail
Hail
Misfortune, for your suffering.

Hellfire and brimstone
Waiting for me back home
Sin is what is in my soul
I'm who you call the "devil"
But this world is so evil
And where's your Lord?

I saw three men restrain a fourth
Til he swung the gallows back and forth
They beat him down and strung him up
Just to watch him suffer
Men are so evil
It's no fault of mine

Holy mother hold your child
Men are beasts, perverse and wild
The spirit of the animal
Are in your sons and daughters
All the blame is pushed on me
For your suffering and misery
But every single one of you
Are capable of ******

Hellfire and brimstone
Are waiting for you back home
Sin is what is in your soul
You're walking as the devil
This world is so evil
And it's all your fault

A lonely martyr wanders decrepit halls of Jericho
And no moon could shine brighter than his stars
But alas life has no meaning to a man without his soul
I'm nothing, but a husk covered in scars

I've used it, to lose it
Tried to carve meaning into it
But this aging crypt of a deathless mess
Where evil kissed sickness as lover and mistress
Unto me, and through me
Disease and Terror eternally sit
Inside a hurting heart with hurtful words
Projecting from my quiet lips, to pen filled fingertips

Exciting new pain the flames will bring for me
For inspiration is found in ethereal tapestries

They know I'm mad
And dangerous because of everything that I know
My mind is clad
In a darkness that permeates through my very soul

Born wild, reviled
A stillborn wretch defiled
Unfeeling, unhealing, deformities revealing
Yet Life opened his eyes and he cried to greet her

Little did she know my life was filled with pain
A million holes filled only with disdain

For twenty years of torturous days and nights
Every aspect of life I've had to fight
Not with a sword or a gun but with the power of my own might
Since I was born in have gone to war
And every Angel I've seen was just a falling star
There's nothing like a lifetime of creating scars
To build you into who you truly are....

A fate worse than anything else
Is to be protected while locked in a cage
Slowly degrading your inner self
As the disembodiment brings the end of an age

Biting down on a silver tongue
Equally we all suffer alone
But gold and blood will forever run
Through this social hell of strangers unknown

Caged by the hypocrites
Pervasive and sick
There is nowhere to hide
Slaves to the hypocrites
Hedonistic and avaricious

Perplexed and abolished of hate and of mind
Is the sullen progeny of the media's design
Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide
For the most dangerous things lay deeper inside
Destruction defines our entire life
And so shall it be till our bitter end
A legacy of disease and endless strife
Shall be our epitaph when our demise will descend...

Caught beneath the curse of genetic abomination
I am the final inheritance of my line of disease
**** my seed!
So that I may not spread my contamination
End my line!
I am an insult to those of purest blood...

**** me now or share my pain
Fettered in chains of my desolation
Make me fall before I rise up
And give power to my miscreation

Bound in shadow
I am the progeny of disease
In a world of beauty
I am an infection, festering and rotten
I am a scar, wishing only to be forgotten

So proudly we stand by liberty's side
She's fraught with lividity
With no life in her eyes
We are plagued with insanity
So we can't see this disgust
So blinded by grief
That this is what has become of us!
Posing the corpse of our beloved mother...

Searching for an answer that cannot be found
Too reluctant, too proud to put her corpse in the ground
A picture is taken, we smile so wide
You can't even tell that liberty has died

Cursed is the seed of our creation...
Our mothers not too rotten for manipulation
We try to conceive an infant nation
But a dead womb can only host...
A carrion infestation

"Why mother, why did you have to die?"
Too much malediction had poisoned her mind
Abused by strangers to create a home
Thus killing the only mother we've ever known
How is a nation that claims to be free
A nation of lepers, of beggars, disease?
Because of insanity we cannot see the disgust
Of this Mourning Portrait of America!

Snuffed candles sigh
At blackest midnight
When death comes depressing
With his pallor descending
Upon her corpse gently resting
Amidst my grief and obsessing
Over my dead wife and my...
My unborn son!

Oh if only I...
Were able to die
My vampirism immortal
Plagues me on this night
For these hunters, they came
Not under calming moonlight
But rather they waited
Until the dawn crested bright
They ***** her
They beat her
They drained her of life
While I...
Espied from inside
Still unable to fight
'Neath the wretched sunlight
Where my child and bride
Greeted their heinous demise
With their sorrowful cries
As they were put to the knife
I then wandered the halls
Of my manor, distraught
Locked in a maze of sweet memories
And of furious thoughts!

So with death here, depressing
Her corpse gently resting
A pallor descending
Upon my sorrow unending
I had sworn by her body
As I buried them in silver coffins that night
By mourning shadows that danced in the light
Cast by my guiding white lantern
Their names carved in stone
"Be you safe and at peace, you're no longer alone"
With a vindictive volition
A murderous mission
I illuminated a path
That would lead to the last

For my wife and my child
Whom I could not defend
I shall make sure the hunters
Come to an equivalent end...

Again, you came, and love is what you seek
I seek
Again, you left, and love is what you stole
I need...

Our love was Faustian
And I was your Lucifer
I gave you my world
But you struck me down
And cast me out!
Was my light not bright enough?
Was my flame not hot enough?
To illuminate and thaw your black and frozen heart?

I believed in you

My shining star, you fade so violently
My world has descended to grey
My future has disintegrated
All because I believed in you...