It's hard to hide it inside

Love me is all i want
On my side is you
Violating my time with you on my mind
Every time you are around My heart races

You are the only one that i love
Only at night i can't sleep with you in my head
Unless something happens i can rip these feelings apart
...

Like can go along way until it is love
Once you came along my world changed
Village Queen and you are my King
Everyday i see you

My life is forever changed by you
Everytime you laugh i can't help but laugh

By your side is where i want to be
And i will always miss my dreams where you love me
Cause I can't help but love you
Kinest thoughts to not hurt anyone you love
                                                        
                                                              Which will never be me...

I am fine

Almost every sun is shining
My happiness is bursting inside

Never to see the darkness
Overly protective
Tomorrow is not promised

Okay I am fine
Kind thought race through my head

Pleading is no more
Leave it alone
Everyone I am okay
As much as i wanted to cry i didn't
Send back my messages of help
Even now i am happy

How am I? I am Better than ever!
Even now i am perfect
Little by little i have climbed the ladder
Peacefully making it to the top


                                      This whole poem is a lie
                                      i can only see a hidden message on the side
                                      no one will understand for i am alone...

Hello? Can  you hear me?
Everyone I know has left
Loneless  regret,its over powering me
Please the powerful pain of regret and numbness

My friends dont help they have left me alone
Everytime I try to be happy I break




                                                                 ...Please

Rules to being a lady
As told by the women in my life
1.Don't put your elbows on the table
2.Don't chew with your mouth open
3.Let the men get the doors
4.Say please and thank you
5.Don't speak out of turn
6.The oldest man goes first in the house(for anything)
7.Clean the house
8.Lay out his clothes
9.Cook his meals
10.Be a ***** if you need to be but only if it doesn't make him feel uncomfortable
Rules to being me
As told by me
1. Listen to how you feel
2.If it feels right then do it
3.If it doesn't then don't