Believe in me when ice has shattered,
And cold waters seep so fast,
When drowning seems so unavoidable,
And heart beats slowly, almost dead.

Believe in me when you feel lonely,
And everyone abandoned you,
When memories are all that left
And there's no light in tiny window.

Believe in me when drops of blood
Turn into a crimson lake
When there's no singing, only howls,
And heart beats fast because of fear.

Believe in me when child is crying,
And salt from tears hurts like a knife,
When only lullaby is hope,
That new day won't bring rainy clouds.

Believe in me when candle damped,
And darkness covers haggard mind,
Believe me we'll break on through
Believe in me for I believe in you.

Your arms are burned,
You've touched the sacred life.
You sell and buy, priceless things,
You think you're trader, but you're thief.
You want everyone to believe,
That your money is that good,
That worthy and almighty.
Children see wars and corruption,
Just because of your greediness.
You desecrate untouchable,
You spoil the purest.
You lie and you'll die,
For each sin you've done,
For each life you've taken.
Your mask is growing too heavy
And the day you will fall,
Nobody will throw you a lifeline.
You will choke in your own mud,
Which you thought was a treasure.
You were deceived by yourself,
By your blindness and depravity.
At your funeral there would be tears,
Tears of  happiness, tears of relief...
That day world will be free,
That's why I will fight till I can,
Till I feel freedom running through my vein.

The circle
The perfect ending to the start
The jump, ascendance
Dashing ray of colored light
Shivering and sweeping
Skinny, fragile state
Of seeing light from a bottom of the pit
Enough for seeing through the fog
A motion of a brave new world
Yarn of elevated thoughts
Smuggled by deceiving cloud
Fossils of the past
We're buried to be found
By you, right now
Digging through the mud
Boiling skin on faces
We are sinking with a boat
Hostile waters give no mercy.

Four white walls and beam of light
Sweaty ceiling about to fall
Choky air flies all around
Hypnotizing silence soothes the mind
Perfect time to fly away
To be another, in other place
To scream and howl without a sound
To dive into a lake of fire
And swim as a blind fish through the furnace
Under the disk of burning sun
Trying to catch that sound of heat
Which barks and screams as hound unleashed
Eternal maze with narrow halls
Full of dead ends and locked up doors
How deep and far will my mind go
For mind have wings and body doesn't
How high they'll take me i don't know
Well maybe high enough to see
How small is all I thought is treasure
But I'm afraid to go that high
Because I'll be too scared to fall
To fall so fast into a void
And crawl there in the dark of night
Bump in to a big, dark pond
Full of filthy, tricky mermaids
Who'll whisper lies into my ears
And who will laugh when I believe them
And I'll do everything they say
Just to escape these hopeless lands
I will betray and I will lie
To those I care about and love
And when there's no one to betray
I'll know that I betrayed myself
That I took something that's not mine
That I possessed unholy grail
Which wasn't meant to be possessed
That I have chosen coward's path
And I shall burn in a lake of fire
And blind fish will swim around my bones
And then the cycle will be closed.

Those were the days
When I was empty,
And lights were chasing me...
Then I did mistakes,
I did them plenty,
Though I am not worse thee.

It feels like madness,
Can’t say I’m satisfied.
It tastes like sadness,
Makes me terrified.
Well I don’t see what I can do,
I guess I have to let it through.

But then again,
It makes no sense.
Am I totally insane?
Can’t get through this evil fence.
So tired and wasted,
Image dark and faceless.

Take a breath
Hold it still
Free yourself
Run up the hill
Foggy void
Has chosen you
Walls destroyed
Their minds are too
Two little birds
Will tell you truth
Filthy chords
Of reckless youth
****** voice is not so far
It will hurt but it will tell
It will wound but it will show
Unpleasant view of deadly snow
Rotten faces of empty souls
Break the circle
Leave the masquerade
Evil eyes of so called friends
Evil smile of grimmy death

The son has grown, he's choosing path
With fear in eyes, he stands like calf
Oh, Lord, what shall I do and where'd I go?
What shall I search for, what is my role?

There is no way which's purely right,
There is no window which's only bright.
Be my guest, let's solve this secret,
Let's have a journey, so grab your ticket.

But don't forget what people say,
What have they begged for,
What have they prayed.
They tried, they searched,
They've found and lost,
They fought for what they loved the most.

Sleep tight my child
Don't look out in a window
There's nothing but a neon lights
Don't trust them
You don't need them
Don't let them charm you
I've been out there, I know
I've wondered all around
Those labyrinths, dark streets
I've seen what never should be seen
I've listened to them priests
They whisper in your ears
Those things you'll think are truth
Will give you everything you seek
And people bow and trust in them
They sell their minds for nothing
I even have seen the temple
The greatest of them monuments
And thousands people I have seen
Giving up all values that they have
I've waved to them, I've screamed
But they couldn't hear me
The wall between us was too thick
It was made from rarest sand
Which lies on shores of fire
And whoever steps on this sand
Will burn forever and will vanish
Those lights will call you
Don't answer, stay deaf
They'll tease you, don't respond
One don't need god to have a faith
One needs to have a freedom
A strength to make a choice
Believe in love, not in the skies
Believe in sun, but not the lights

Wastelands and dead houses
Big empty windows
Nothing around the corner
Nothing but dead eyes
Sleepwalkers and their fake smiles
The air is oppressing
The sounds are depressing
Fetters are growing too heavy
Skin is getting too rough
Wind is too strong to keep the light
To protect the spark which lives inside
Though I will grow immune
To all of winds and waves
All diseases of today
Despair is beast I'll **** with blade
And I'll hunt down them pain and hate

He was a fighter,
The mankind's pride.
He made world brighter,
He gave us light.
No matter how or where or when
He was unique, unchanging man.

Mr.Charles is our all,
With him we're not afraid to fall.
How many times he faced the edge,
He stayed with pride on endless ledge.
He didn't see the world as we,
But saw it bigger,deeper, free!
The world of passion and endless spree!

He passed all circles of the hell,
Through blood and tears, through fights and pain.
He opened eyes he rung the bell,
He's one who starts and ends the rain.

Ray wasn't perfect, aint godlike...
Filled with blood and beating heart,
But that's a proof that everyone,
Is beautiful, is special one.
Just open eyes, look around,
Those miracles are waiting to be found!

Reach out for me
When I walk alone
Reach out for me
For there is no one else
Reach out for me
I am lost
In these foreign woods
Reach out for me
I am insane
I am out of order
I'm done with being branded
Reach out for me
There are parasites inside my head
Reach out for me
Teach me how to drown
And I will learn to swim
Reach out for me
When my eyes are closed
And I am slowly dying
Reach out for me
If I forget
How easy is it to get rid
Of dignity and turn around
Reach out for me
Who are you I don't know
But I count on you my friend.

My mind is ****** my own heart
The same old story, nothing new
But I'm tired, I'm sick of that
Please help me, tell me what to do.

Stop crying, begging, running, hiding,
Lying, dying and denying,
Stop crawling like a rotten worm
Start fighting, living for your soul.

But will it help, will demons die?
Will heart start beating and soul start fight?
Will sky be clear and land be green?
Will angels somehow start to win?

Take a breath and heal your wound
Dark ones shall vanish, they shall be doomed!
I've heard a song, it has revealed
That we're the ones who start to build!

Sand And Rust

Farewell my sweet friend
Don't look back and do not hesitate
There's a full of wonder land
Go you silly, go and celebrate!

Here flows away your silhouette
Here you become a ghost for me
For me you always were a threat
You cut my heart and guts you see!

The water used to be so pure,
Now it's like a ****** mess,
And I'll be ******,  there is no cure.
Do not be sad, nonetheless...

You know you're right,
You know you must...
Though for you there is a light,
For me there's only sand and rust.

Well I can't be the man of your dreams,
But I can drag you out of deep.
Show you shady lights and gleams,
Pull you out of sleep.

Well I can't give you fields of gold,
Ain't no diamonds out of fable,
But I can keep you out of cold,
With you my heart is so much mable.

And if you close the doors,
I'll never see the light again.
This shiny smile of yours,
It causes agony and pain.

Don't you see you are my dope
And when I fall you are my rope.
In darkest days and deepest ponds
Don't leave me, don't take away my hope!

Oh, when you leave there is no life,
There's only shadow of my heart.
Inside of me there is a strife
Which is tearing me apart.

And if you close the doors,
I'll never see the light again.
This shiny smile of yours,
It causes agony and pain.

There's no perfection in a place called Earth
Each day we dive into uncertainty
That's ain't no curse or burden though
That's precious spark - absurdity.

There's no perfection in people's hearts
Each day we suffer from avidity
That's ain't no good but it imparts
It gives conception of infinity.

The best person I've ever knew
Is the person I've never met
Ain't no there best or noblest
Ain't want I to be so...

What do you see beyond the line
Is what I want to see right here
The waterfall of heady wine
Where lies almighty bier

Where omnipotent is a clown
And modest lady is charming queen
Where beggar proudly wears a crown
Where blamelessness is really clean

Where everyone is blessed with chaos
Flawless spark of holy ones
Where prophecy of mighty Amos
Will plant a seed in heads of sons

Through a velvet curtains
I see a whole new world
Shall I be ****** in furnace
If all those words are bald