Akosijissa

Akosijissa Sep 17

Paano huminga sa panahong ipinagdadamot sa'yo ng kapalaran ang maayos na hangin?
Paano huminga kung ang kapalit ay pighati sa iba?
Paano huminga kung lungkot lang din ang mararamdaman?
Paano huminga kung bawat hibla ng hangin ay kabawasan ng 'yong lakas?

Kailangan ko bang magbago para sa iba?
Ito ba talaga ang kailangan ko para makahinga ng maayos?
Hindi ba ito ay isang paraang ng pagsakal sa pagiging ako?

Paano ako hihinga sa isang lugar na sumasakal sa aking pagkatao?
Paano ako hihinga kung ang mga tao sa paligid ay hindi ako maintindihan?
Paano ako hihinga sa oras ng pighati?
Paano ako hihinga sa hangin ng iba?

Panahon na ba para mag-isip?
Dapat pa ba ako rito?
Hanggang saan at kailan pa ang dapat hintayin?
Dapat na siguro akong huminto
Sarilinin ang iniisip
Hayaan ang mundo na umikot sa kung saang hindi alam
At, hayaan ang mga mapanghusgang sila

[07.12.2017]
[edited - 09.17.2024]
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Akosijissa Sep 17

Please stay.

When all are failing, please stay.
Because that's the time I need you most

When all are leaving, please stay.
Because no one else matters but you.

When all aren't going well, please stay.
Because everything becomes alright with you in my life.

When I am breaking apart, please stay.
Because only you can make me whole again.

[06.22.2017]

Akosijissa May 2017

Huwad Na Sandali

sige, bilangin natin ang bawat sandali,
bawat minuto na tayo ay magkausap
bilangin ang bawat araw at linggo
na tayo ay nagiging mas malapit sa bawat isa
bilangin ang mga buwan, pati na rin ang mga taon
bilangin hanggang sa tayo ay mapagod
hindi lang sa pagbibilang, kundi sa pati na rin sa pagkukunwari
pagkukunwari na tayo ay tayo kasabay ng huwad na pagmamahal

bilangin natin ang mga kasinungalingan kasabay ng paglalim ng naliligaw na damdamin

5.1.2017 -MO

Akosijissa Apr 2016

The Tug of Strength

How should you feel when people find you super strong and extraordinary when, in reality and deep within you, you know you are slowly breaking apart?

Would and should their admiration be enough to inspire you and convince you to keep fighting?

How would you tell them that you are already at the brink of breaking down?

How would you know who truly care and who just want to have a piece of information for their leisure time?

Would you be able to survive if you would just keep negative thoughts to yourself?

If not, what should you do if you know these people you might tell things to wouldn't be able to help you get back on track?

Would talking to a tree be enough for the sake of breathing?

Would you be considered selfish if you would share these negatives and worries to other people because you think you need to vent out and not consider that they might be infected of your dying spirit to fight?

#fight #strength #selfish #to #spirit #fighting #keep

Akosijissa Apr 2016

A Ray of Hope

That moment when you feel so hopeless, then you'd see the beautiful sun with its stunning sun rays. Then, you'd realize that you should never lose hope. Because just like the sun, it never gives up and surrenders. It still pushes itself to shine despite the dark clouds, may it be after a heavy storm or during twilight, when darkness is trying to overpower its last ray. If it fails today, its hope does not fade because it still believes that tomorrow he'll be able to shine bright again.

#hope #sunrays #havehope #twilightdarkclouds

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