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423 · Aug 2018
Cold Stupor
Aaron M Nixon Aug 2018
You have to sleep despite the noise, despite
the ever-growing banter in the Hallway, the blaring
trumpets of Hate; you have to find joy in
your own company, since there is no more;
you have to grow indifferent to the words thrown
around you, they are phrased only in this stupor,
cold as it may be; you must hold back any thoughts
of leaving as it may further the harshness;
you have to be stronger than he is, not letting
it get to you, not letting your pain show; you must
create joy in her life, for she is the one who has the
power to save all of ours; you have to be ready
to pass judgement according to your
brain, your heart won’t do the trick; you must deal
with the consequences of the world you
grew up in shattering, it wasn’t your fault though;
you have to sleep despite the silence, despite
the tear in reality you caused.
176 · Aug 2018
A Sociopath's Wish
Aaron M Nixon Aug 2018
I wish I had emotions
I wish I could miss someone
These fleeting feelings of need
All there, but impossible to keep

I wish they understood
I wish they could forgive me
These mistakes I have made
All there, but impossible to forget

I wish I couldn’t mimic
I wish I could just be
These faces I project
All there, but impossible to be true

They wish I was normal
They wish I was generic
These “gifts” I was given
All there, but impossible to love

I wish they didn’t laugh
I wish they didn’t cry
Because when I see what they do
It adds to my supply.

— The End —