melissa-april-macias - Hello Poetry

melissa-april-macias

melissa-april-macias

35/F/Atx I live with schizophrenia, its not easy at times, the voices they can be so demanding sometimes, my writing reflects how i feel some days are better then others i take it one day at a time....

voices mind hear inside brain tired head time cry eyes fear feel brains pain climb night day wanting real disappear shit fire making living scream help will listen schizophrenia leave voice flood tears ears sound killing knees save fading insane deranged strange fuckin alive lay hello poetry pretend heart feeling going times haunt schizophrenic nice survive life god crime single dream talk stay hoping things nightmare play control crazy game fucking damn lie ways clear disorder spilling blood jeans wrist bleeding pleading mental health jeopardy therapy unnecessary bullying worrying demanding damaging pills rage thoughts arranged lame chains weighing draining happiness breakdown weight changing swim drown wake noises brusing ego steering ground healing hate frown eating revenge acting feelings beating apart skin treating shaking sweating anxiety psychiatry mend declining subsiding sin serving screwed tension mood detention depression infection start restrain gain grave familiar stranger grab razor dangerous passes demons silence rant