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"restrain" poems
I was relaxed, and deep in thought The type of talk that silence brought When just in earshot it rocked, tick tock tick tock "Must be a clock" I told myself and resumed my thought Though as the seconds passed I could not, Despite the will with which I fought Do to its incessant knock Tick tock Tick tock I searched for the clock Unable to find the train I sought I grew more and more distraught With each and every tick and tock That find the clock, I could not As the silence grew more fraught With the knock, Tick Tock Tick Tock I knew the pain of Lancelot On and on it ticked and tocked I cursed at the unseen dreadnought It no longer merely mocked But each and every tick and tock Became an unseen onslaught TICK TOCK TICK TOCK T'was 11 o'clock, When my heart felt the gunshot Though the shots I could not block And on and on the bullets poured Further into the fray I bored Each foot a cinderblock Weighed by war I slowly walked Tick Tock Tick Tock How I'd make it answer for Alas With little blood left to speak for Desperately I implored "Restrain your hands that caused such gore; We need not fight evermore!" But when I heard the ceaseless knock Tick tock Tick tock I new my words had been ignored And slowly collapsed to the floor ****** and bludgeoned when I hit bed rock, I had still found no clock But tick and tock it had forgot The church bell rang t'was 12 o'clock, Though mortal wounds the seconds wrought I no longer was distraught And as I lay in the hemlock It occurred in my last thoughts I would miss the beating knock tick..., tock... tick..., tock...
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Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 9:04 PM UTC
Pendulum
I was relaxed, and deep in thought The type of talk that silence brought When just in earshot it rocked, tick tock tick tock "Must be a clock" I told myself and resumed my thought Though as the seconds passed I could not, Despite the will with which I fought Do to its incessant knock Tick tock Tick tock I searched for the clock Unable to find the train I sought I grew more and more distraught With each and every tick and tock That find the clock, I could not As the silence grew more fraught With the knock, Tick Tock Tick Tock I knew the pain of Lancelot On and on it ticked and tocked I cursed at the unseen dreadnought It no longer merely mocked But each and every tick and tock Became an unseen onslaught TICK TOCK TICK TOCK T'was 11 o'clock, When my heart felt the gunshot Though the shots I could not block And on and on the bullets poured Further into the fray I bored Each foot a cinderblock Weighed by war I slowly walked Tick Tock Tick Tock How I'd make it answer for Alas With little blood left to speak for Desperately I implored "Restrain your hands that caused such gore; We need not fight evermore!" But when I heard the ceaseless knock Tick tock Tick tock I new my words had been ignored And slowly collapsed to the floor ****** and bludgeoned when I hit bed rock, I had still found no clock But tick and tock it had forgot The church bell rang t'was 12 o'clock, Though mortal wounds the seconds wrought I no longer was distraught And as I lay in the hemlock It occurred in my last thoughts I would miss the beating knock tick..., tock... tick..., tock...
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OPPOSITE my chamber window, On the sunny roof, at play, High above the city's tumult, Flocks of doves sit day by day. Shining necks and snowy bosoms, Little rosy, tripping feet, Twinkling eyes and fluttering wings, Cooing voices, low and sweet,- Graceful games and friendly meetings, Do I daily watch and see. For these happy little neighbors Always seem at peace to be. On my window-ledge, to lure them, Crumbs of bread I often strew, And, behind the curtain hiding, Watch them flutter to and fro. Soon they cease to fear the giver, Quick are they to feel my love, And my alms are freely taken By the shyest little dove. In soft flight, they circle downward, Peep in through the window-pane; Stretch their gleaming necks to greet me, Peck and coo, and come again. Faithful little friends and neighbors, For no wintry wind or rain, Household cares or airy pastimes, Can my loving birds restrain. Other friends forget, or linger, But each day I surely know That my doves will come and leave here Little footprints in the snow. So, they teach me the sweet lesson, That the humblest may give Help and hope, and in so doing, Learn the truth by which we live; For the heart that freely scatters Simple charities and loves, Lures home content, and joy, and peace, Like a soft-winged flock of doves.
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My Doves
So ….. Who Are The ... ... " Good Guys " ... ? In These Modern Times ... ? Osama … Obama ... ? ? Or Those … Civil Type Guardia ... ? What ... Makes Them Good ... ? The Guns They Use ... As If They ... Should …. To RESTRAIN and ... Defuse ... VIOLENT … Neighbourhoods … !?! But REALLY … Is This ... What They Do … ?!? I've Heard Stories ... That … Relay TRUTH ... About The ABUSE ... Some Guardia … Choose … !!! Like … STRIPPING Men … In … Spanish Streets ... To ... Prove To Them …. The ... Kinda PROBLEMS ... They're ... BOUND To See ... If They ... DON'T Respect ... The ... " Gendarmerie " … !!!!! Good Guys ….. !!!?!!! REALLY … ?!? Or Employed … BULLIES ... !?! The Type Who ... FEED ... of … "ABUSE FILLED Deeds" … !!! The Type That Make ... Young People … BLEED … !!! When ... Guns They … PARADE … Aren't Used … " Properly " … Kind of Like …. " NEWTOWN " …. Where It's CLEAR … Gun Sounds ... Will Now … RESOUND ... In The ... Hearts and Mouths ... of ... Parents Now … Resound With … " LOSS " … !!!!! Cos' A ... LOVED One's Gone … !!!!! WITHOUT A …. Song …. Or Farewell ... "Prolonged" ... So …. ??? What Was The Mantra ... ? of … Adam Lanza ... ? To Shoot REPEATEDLY ... In A ... KILLING SPREE … That Took … SO MANY … !!!!! Was His Mind So HEAVY ... ?!? That His Thoughts … CLEARLY … Had Become … "UNstEAdy" … !!! So … Where Were Connecticut's ... GOOD GUYS … Then … ? With The ... " NRA " ... !?! At A ... Shooting Range … ??? Shooting Guns For … "FUN" … !!! While The Blood of A MUM ... And Youngsters ..... RUN ..................................... Down SCHOOL Hallways ... In The … Middle of The Day ... !?! Now The NRA Says … "Bad Guys with guns, need to face, good ones !" Okay Okay ... But Let's ... Get This Straight … !!! It's ... OKAY For A Man ... Whose Been Paid and Trained ... To ... SHOOT TO **** ... Pretty Much AT WILL ... Cos' It's Been … " Okayed " … By The …. " NRA " …. !?! Who Said ... They Were Good … !!!???!!! I Learnt My Lesson ... Watching … Charlton Heston ... !!! It Would ... Seem To Me ... That ... NRA Peeps … Care ... MORE For ... MONEY ... Than When … Children BLEED … !!?!! It's ... ALL About GREED … !!! Cos' ... Good GUYS ... DON'T NEED ... To Have … " ARMOURIES " ... !!! To ENSURE The Streets ... Are Filled With … "PEACE" ... and I … For One ... DON'T Believe That Guns ... Have … ANY Function … In …. Education …. !!!!!! Educate Our Youth ….. !!! About The ... HARM They Cause ... !!!!!!! They NEED To Be Schooled ... In ….... AVOIDING Wars ............ !!!!!! And In ... Avoiding Depression … That Leads To HARSH Lessons ... !!!!! It Time To STRENGTHEN ... !!! Our Fight Against ... Guns ... And Time To … " LESSEN " … !!! " NRA " ... Type Funds ... !!!!! That SUPPORT … " The Lie " of ….. " Preservation of life " … Through The Use of … ………. GUNS ………… Seeing Blood ... Run … DOESN'T ... Signify FUN … !!!!! NEITHER Does ... ... The Sight ... of Police In Schools ... With A Gun By Their Side … !!! They Weren't In View … When I Was ... Being Schooled … !!! So FOLKS … DON'T BE ... Fooled ... !!! By ... Lobbyist Groups … !!!!! When It Comes To ... ... "Who is Who" … Who Are THEY To Decide … !???! When It Comes To ... Peoples' Lives ... Who The People Should Believe ..... To Be ………………………… ... "The Good Guys !!!" ...
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Sep 12, 2014
Sep 12, 2014 at 5:03 PM UTC
"The Good Guys" ... A Poem written by Big Virge 22/12/2012
So ….. Who Are The ... ... " Good Guys " ... ? In These Modern Times ... ? Osama … Obama ... ? ? Or Those … Civil Type Guardia ... ? What ... Makes Them Good ... ? The Guns They Use ... As If They ... Should …. To RESTRAIN and ... Defuse ... VIOLENT … Neighbourhoods … !?! But REALLY … Is This ... What They Do … ?!? I've Heard Stories ... That … Relay TRUTH ... About The ABUSE ... Some Guardia … Choose … !!! Like … STRIPPING Men … In … Spanish Streets ... To ... Prove To Them …. The ... Kinda PROBLEMS ... They're ... BOUND To See ... If They ... DON'T Respect ... The ... " Gendarmerie " … !!!!! Good Guys ….. !!!?!!! REALLY … ?!? Or Employed … BULLIES ... !?! The Type Who ... FEED ... of … "ABUSE FILLED Deeds" … !!! The Type That Make ... Young People … BLEED … !!! When ... Guns They … PARADE … Aren't Used … " Properly " … Kind of Like …. " NEWTOWN " …. Where It's CLEAR … Gun Sounds ... Will Now … RESOUND ... In The ... Hearts and Mouths ... of ... Parents Now … Resound With … " LOSS " … !!!!! Cos' A ... LOVED One's Gone … !!!!! WITHOUT A …. Song …. Or Farewell ... "Prolonged" ... So …. ??? What Was The Mantra ... ? of … Adam Lanza ... ? To Shoot REPEATEDLY ... In A ... KILLING SPREE … That Took … SO MANY … !!!!! Was His Mind So HEAVY ... ?!? That His Thoughts … CLEARLY … Had Become … "UNstEAdy" … !!! So … Where Were Connecticut's ... GOOD GUYS … Then … ? With The ... " NRA " ... !?! At A ... Shooting Range … ??? Shooting Guns For … "FUN" … !!! While The Blood of A MUM ... And Youngsters ..... RUN ..................................... Down SCHOOL Hallways ... In The … Middle of The Day ... !?! Now The NRA Says … "Bad Guys with guns, need to face, good ones !" Okay Okay ... But Let's ... Get This Straight … !!! It's ... OKAY For A Man ... Whose Been Paid and Trained ... To ... SHOOT TO **** ... Pretty Much AT WILL ... Cos' It's Been … " Okayed " … By The …. " NRA " …. !?! Who Said ... They Were Good … !!!???!!! I Learnt My Lesson ... Watching … Charlton Heston ... !!! It Would ... Seem To Me ... That ... NRA Peeps … Care ... MORE For ... MONEY ... Than When … Children BLEED … !!?!! It's ... ALL About GREED … !!! Cos' ... Good GUYS ... DON'T NEED ... To Have … " ARMOURIES " ... !!! To ENSURE The Streets ... Are Filled With … "PEACE" ... and I … For One ... DON'T Believe That Guns ... Have … ANY Function … In …. Education …. !!!!!! Educate Our Youth ….. !!! About The ... HARM They Cause ... !!!!!!! They NEED To Be Schooled ... In ….... AVOIDING Wars ............ !!!!!! And In ... Avoiding Depression … That Leads To HARSH Lessons ... !!!!! It Time To STRENGTHEN ... !!! Our Fight Against ... Guns ... And Time To … " LESSEN " … !!! " NRA " ... Type Funds ... !!!!! That SUPPORT … " The Lie " of ….. " Preservation of life " … Through The Use of … ………. GUNS ………… Seeing Blood ... Run … DOESN'T ... Signify FUN … !!!!! NEITHER Does ... ... The Sight ... of Police In Schools ... With A Gun By Their Side … !!! They Weren't In View … When I Was ... Being Schooled … !!! So FOLKS … DON'T BE ... Fooled ... !!! By ... Lobbyist Groups … !!!!! When It Comes To ... ... "Who is Who" … Who Are THEY To Decide … !???! When It Comes To ... Peoples' Lives ... Who The People Should Believe ..... To Be ………………………… ... "The Good Guys !!!" ...
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Resuscitate our dead memories only just to die again; Waking from a deep slumber, Staring out the window pane; Counting hours, how long can I endure the need to restrain?; Nothing have changed I should just get back to sleep again. The sun rises slowly as it burns my pale tainted skin; It just felt so good just to feel pain! For so long I've been so keen; I grew weak in my dreams when I'm asleep, the thoughts of you makes me sick! It's not that you vexes me, It's because of what I did to you that worries me; Never before I have felt so sensitive within this lifeless body... Lived only by drinking blood! To be confined in this coffin just to feel lonely! And then you came... The one I thought who restrained the beast in me; The one who gave warmth not burning me, calmed my soulless fury. But we must all know that the nature has its way of breaking; Something that is beautiful, Something profound! A new beginning... And so it came to that point where I fed on her! left her dying! Perhaps it was all meant to be for a while just to forget the craving... I'm a killer, a monster! An abomination to this world! But I can't take my life...Believe me I tried! I bathed under the sun turn to ashes and died! Only to know that when darkness falls I'll be revived... I must make a choice... It fancies me just having this thoughts right now; What could I possibly do?If the beast within is the one who contains me and how? It seems like a personal attraction just to add some satisfaction as I reach for the **** A little drama, show some masked humanity, make them live a little just to quench the thrill! I have glared, I have grinned, I have laughed and I have seduced... As I get closer for my teeth to sink in, let loose, let the hunger reduced; But after the feed do I feel remorse? For hours I thought I did... It's been like that through all the years... Feels redundant indeed. So how far will this story goes? For centuries I have pondered in circles. I have been there the evolution, the changes, the life as it cycles. And again...Here and now as I stand where once I become capable staring at the sun; I will forget the unforgettable, sail away! Far away from this land... Remember my story as it will never end; I'm finding a way now to break free from this curse; To be one with my prey walk free no more blood to quench thirst; So long and goodbye from me Dracula... Serenity is what I seek...A redemption of what they speak.
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Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 2:36 AM UTC
Dracula's Redemption
Resuscitate our dead memories only just to die again; Waking from a deep slumber, Staring out the window pane; Counting hours, how long can I endure the need to restrain?; Nothing have changed I should just get back to sleep again. The sun rises slowly as it burns my pale tainted skin; It just felt so good just to feel pain! For so long I've been so keen; I grew weak in my dreams when I'm asleep, the thoughts of you makes me sick! It's not that you vexes me, It's because of what I did to you that worries me; Never before I have felt so sensitive within this lifeless body... Lived only by drinking blood! To be confined in this coffin just to feel lonely! And then you came... The one I thought who restrained the beast in me; The one who gave warmth not burning me, calmed my soulless fury. But we must all know that the nature has its way of breaking; Something that is beautiful, Something profound! A new beginning... And so it came to that point where I fed on her! left her dying! Perhaps it was all meant to be for a while just to forget the craving... I'm a killer, a monster! An abomination to this world! But I can't take my life...Believe me I tried! I bathed under the sun turn to ashes and died! Only to know that when darkness falls I'll be revived... I must make a choice... It fancies me just having this thoughts right now; What could I possibly do?If the beast within is the one who contains me and how? It seems like a personal attraction just to add some satisfaction as I reach for the **** A little drama, show some masked humanity, make them live a little just to quench the thrill! I have glared, I have grinned, I have laughed and I have seduced... As I get closer for my teeth to sink in, let loose, let the hunger reduced; But after the feed do I feel remorse? For hours I thought I did... It's been like that through all the years... Feels redundant indeed. So how far will this story goes? For centuries I have pondered in circles. I have been there the evolution, the changes, the life as it cycles. And again...Here and now as I stand where once I become capable staring at the sun; I will forget the unforgettable, sail away! Far away from this land... Remember my story as it will never end; I'm finding a way now to break free from this curse; To be one with my prey walk free no more blood to quench thirst; So long and goodbye from me Dracula... Serenity is what I seek...A redemption of what they speak.
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She strides down the street, Holds that cancer stick up to her mouth, Takes a deep breath in, Filling her lungs with lethal smoke, Gradually rotting away her Interior. Her heart beats out of her chest. [A heart divided between two hearts.] He’s waiting at the street corner Between the alley of lust and the Path of ignorance. She sees his silhouette in the Distance, a dark apparition. Her heart leaps out of her chest, Towards him, Reaching for him, Propelling her to him. She had absolutely no control over the matter. The other man she loves is home Alone, waiting for her too. Moments ago, he Held her in his arms, Kissed her goodbye, Told her to hurry back soon. “I love you.” “I love you, too” - the words Suddenly conveyed No meaning to her. She told him she was Running an errand, when, In reality, She was running away From him. [*A heart divided between two hearts Can never really be a heart.*] His love suffocates her. His love drowns her In its constancy, In its predictability. With him, she feels like a Bird with its wings ripped off. Held captive, in a wire cage. [*A heart divided between two hearts Can never beat the way it should.*] How can a woman with two men Who love her Feel so Staggeringly Alone? Who will love her until their Disintegrating hearts turn into Simply dust. [*A heart divided between two hearts Can never really keep from rupturing, Infecting the body with its own poisons.*] So she lets her underground lover Envelop her in his arms And kiss her until both of their lips Are numb, Until they both want more. Until they cannot restrain themselves. His love releases her out of her Cage, allows her to fly once again. The passion of these moments Will never be forgotten. His love brings the roses back to Her lifeless cheeks, brings life Back to the void inside her. And, his love allows her To fly back home, once again, Straight into the arms of the Man who is her keeper.
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Nov 14, 2012
Nov 14, 2012 at 3:05 AM UTC
Torn
She strides down the street, Holds that cancer stick up to her mouth, Takes a deep breath in, Filling her lungs with lethal smoke, Gradually rotting away her Interior. Her heart beats out of her chest. [A heart divided between two hearts.] He’s waiting at the street corner Between the alley of lust and the Path of ignorance. She sees his silhouette in the Distance, a dark apparition. Her heart leaps out of her chest, Towards him, Reaching for him, Propelling her to him. She had absolutely no control over the matter. The other man she loves is home Alone, waiting for her too. Moments ago, he Held her in his arms, Kissed her goodbye, Told her to hurry back soon. “I love you.” “I love you, too” - the words Suddenly conveyed No meaning to her. She told him she was Running an errand, when, In reality, She was running away From him. [*A heart divided between two hearts Can never really be a heart.*] His love suffocates her. His love drowns her In its constancy, In its predictability. With him, she feels like a Bird with its wings ripped off. Held captive, in a wire cage. [*A heart divided between two hearts Can never beat the way it should.*] How can a woman with two men Who love her Feel so Staggeringly Alone? Who will love her until their Disintegrating hearts turn into Simply dust. [*A heart divided between two hearts Can never really keep from rupturing, Infecting the body with its own poisons.*] So she lets her underground lover Envelop her in his arms And kiss her until both of their lips Are numb, Until they both want more. Until they cannot restrain themselves. His love releases her out of her Cage, allows her to fly once again. The passion of these moments Will never be forgotten. His love brings the roses back to Her lifeless cheeks, brings life Back to the void inside her. And, his love allows her To fly back home, once again, Straight into the arms of the Man who is her keeper.
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Art, unborn, aches to find form; to manifest itself. Within me it screams, while those around remain deaf to its cry. It claws to free itself from mortal chains, restless to share its vision with the world; to tell its story in verse and beauty. This art within, impatient, cannot wait. It struggles to find its voice within my finite days and world. Until at last, like a volcano, unable to restrain that voice, it erupts, and my art flows out, spilling onto paper. The words and images become solid, taking form, giving birth to the art within. Thus, completing me, quieting the cry inside.
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Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 9:00 AM UTC
THE ARTIST WITHIN
The ultimate joy of life, Without strife, A virtue, A necessity, Hard work. We think we are the masters of our fates, It creates impatience. Nip the fumes of impatience in the bud, Endure and be tolerant, Don't get worked up, Have patience. You need it in abundance, To be a good parent, A perfect teacher, A likeable boss, All modes of life. Patience is the hallmark of the righteous, So restrain your anger, Forgive others, Avoid snap judgements, Very difficult but we can. Without patience wisdom becomes foolishness, Success turns to defeat.
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Jul 29, 2018
Jul 29, 2018 at 1:30 PM UTC
Patience
Mary plants stems of roses Happy is her sensuous senses. Rosy roses reddish ,yellow Dribbling dews on petals glow. Sandy was her piece of land ,still Mixing humus made she fertile. Grow up mango, cashew trees now Hellish heat around falls low. All the birdies, human beings with Rolling breeze’s blessing grew forth. Nurture Nature for our future Save our culture agriculture. Greenery is her granary giving Honey, money, feeling pleasing. Waves on beaches softly recede Crawling ripples crippling proceed. Do you know? lives here sustain Only through eternal restrain. Gain for all lies where interactions Divine hold our honest actions =============================
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Feb 8, 2012
Feb 8, 2012 at 10:33 PM UTC
NURTURE NATURE FOR OUR FUTURE
With a body temperature Below 96 degrees Fahrenheit, Wrapping yourself in bed sheets As translucent as your skin Seems so nice but Every minute you spend Shivering is more calories burned, So you try to ignore it Or maybe you do two hundred more crunches Because being athletic is healthy, Right? You open the pantry only to deny yourself sustenance because you are unworthy of These simple pleasures, and You almost let yourself Eat an apple but When you remember how Good that girl in the thinspo you have Hidden on your phone looks, You stop. You flinch when your mother Calls your skin porcelain, Because that word means You failed to restrain yourself And you have always been taught to Resist temptation, and This is the ultimate test.
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Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 2:07 PM UTC
Beauty
I've gotta knife in my hand, My life's dissolving like sand, I don't know what imma do this time, I'm just waitin for the bells from heaven to chime, I put the knife to my wrist, I wanna restrain but the knife is saying "no I insist", I wanna close it, But he's my bestfriend and everyone knows it, My arm shows it, I have one chance and I'm about to blow it, Drip drip drip the blood flows out of the slit, I can't stop.... Oh ****
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Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 5:36 PM UTC
Bestfriend
It's been 10 days,23 hours, 59 minutes, 1 second Since you last called. Am tired of staring at the phone hoping you're thinking of me Tired of checking your last messages Saying you love me That it will be different this time I try to restrain myself So that I don't text you Begging you to call me To love me. Questions rise like a smoke cloud does he even love me? Am losing myself in agony I need you To talk to me To see me To want to. I miss having you here To show me you care Right now I don't even know if I was right to let you in.
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Mar 6, 2013
Mar 6, 2013 at 1:15 AM UTC
Your silence kills me
a whole year a whole wild world hundreds of laughter gorgeous amber restrain my anger i thought it was for the better but my heart is shattered unbearable pain from a beautiful sin getting wider everyday getting sadder everyday i am aware of limits i face it every minute but we're beyond that is it that bad been out all seasons escaping prisons fighting demons i shout it out loud hold you around feeling insanely proud you can tell by the clashing sound but why am i wrong to believe in everything we are everything i got my strength subsides eventually painfully because i'm out here fighting but you're in there hiding
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Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 6:38 AM UTC
hide out
Please O' Lord Don't let this consume me This burning urge to do injustices To violate her sheets To desecrate her temple God Almighty What a beautiful temple you've made Carved to perfection, it entices me How can I resist this temptation? She is my every craving Tell me Dear Lord Is it wrong for me to admire your art? To gaze upon the bareness of her walls Feel the thickness in her stature And if So... forgive me Father For I can no longer restrain my hands My tongue can't stay in its cage My body can not be with out hers She must be consumed by me By My lust ~Corona Harris~
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Jan 26, 2016
Jan 26, 2016 at 11:40 PM UTC
Lusting
VIII. TO ARES (17 lines) (ll. 1-17) Ares, exceeding in strength, chariot-rider, golden- helmed, doughty in heart, shield-bearer, Saviour of cities, harnessed in bronze, strong of arm, unwearying, mighty with the spear, O defence of Olympus, father of warlike Victory, ally of Themis, stern governor of the rebellious, leader of righteous men, sceptred King of manliness, who whirl your fiery sphere among the planets in their sevenfold courses through the aether wherein your blazing steeds ever bear you above the third firmament of heaven; hear me, helper of men, giver of dauntless youth! Shed down a kindly ray from above upon my life, and strength of war, that I may be able to drive away bitter cowardice from my head and crush down the deceitful impulses of my soul. Restrain also the keen fury of my heart which provokes me to tread the ways of blood-curdling strife. Rather, O blessed one, give you me boldness to abide within the harmless laws of peace, avoiding strife and hatred and the violent fiends of death.
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The Homeric Hymns: 8- To Ares
When he says he doesn't love you anymore don't look around like you're waiting for the sky to fall. Take a deep breath and keep your eyes steady. Whatever you do, don't look down. Stare at a spot on the wall if you can't bear to look at him without losing your composure. Don't let your hands fumble for something to hold onto. Ball them into fists and ignore the urge to cover your face. Don't hide yourself from him while he breaks your heart. Turn your expression to stone and listen silently while he makes empty apologies. Don't scream, don't ask why, and please darling, don't ask him to change his mind. If he ever really loved you he wouldn't be doing this. He doesn't deserve you. Restrain the angry, betrayed side of yourself. Let it tire inside your head, don't let it out, it will only make things worse. Hold your tongue when it begins to plead "don't leave me alone", don't give him any more power over you. I know all you want to do is wrap yourself around him and hold on for dear life, but you can't do that. His arms will no longer hold your broken pieces together so you better start to learn how to do it yourself. When he gets up to leave ignore the empty feeling in your chest and the knots in your stomach. Don't chase after him, not even to lock the door. When you hear him drive away shut off your phone and take a deep breath. Turn on the shower and get in. Wash your hair and cry a little bit, then have some soup and go to bed. When you wake up the next morning don't call him. Go to the mirror, look yourself in the eyes, and understand that you are enough. Take a break from dating when you realize you look for parts of him in everyone you see. Don't kiss another boy until you know you won't picture his face when you close your eyes. Maybe in time the two of you will find each other again, but for now you need to take care of yourself.
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Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 8:49 PM UTC
What to do when he says he doesn't love you anymore.
When he says he doesn't love you anymore don't look around like you're waiting for the sky to fall. Take a deep breath and keep your eyes steady. Whatever you do, don't look down. Stare at a spot on the wall if you can't bear to look at him without losing your composure. Don't let your hands fumble for something to hold onto. Ball them into fists and ignore the urge to cover your face. Don't hide yourself from him while he breaks your heart. Turn your expression to stone and listen silently while he makes empty apologies. Don't scream, don't ask why, and please darling, don't ask him to change his mind. If he ever really loved you he wouldn't be doing this. He doesn't deserve you. Restrain the angry, betrayed side of yourself. Let it tire inside your head, don't let it out, it will only make things worse. Hold your tongue when it begins to plead "don't leave me alone", don't give him any more power over you. I know all you want to do is wrap yourself around him and hold on for dear life, but you can't do that. His arms will no longer hold your broken pieces together so you better start to learn how to do it yourself. When he gets up to leave ignore the empty feeling in your chest and the knots in your stomach. Don't chase after him, not even to lock the door. When you hear him drive away shut off your phone and take a deep breath. Turn on the shower and get in. Wash your hair and cry a little bit, then have some soup and go to bed. When you wake up the next morning don't call him. Go to the mirror, look yourself in the eyes, and understand that you are enough. Take a break from dating when you realize you look for parts of him in everyone you see. Don't kiss another boy until you know you won't picture his face when you close your eyes. Maybe in time the two of you will find each other again, but for now you need to take care of yourself.
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And she takes the book waiting on the shelf, smelling of milk, toothpaste and goodnight kisses, it's pages cracked, worn thin with birthday wishes, wearing wrinkles wizened by the layers of fingerprints that traced the silk of mama's voice on every word. She turns to find him all tucked up in bed, head cushioned by a mop of curly hair, arms clutching tight a tattered teddy bear. His sleepy eyes draw her to his side and she leans in another once upon a time. Her voice kisses the curve of every word, calling to life a world she has to see, moulding reality to what it ought to be; a place with swings, slides and just five minutes more , sighs breathed to birth a need held deep inside. A land where all the games are fair, with candy houses but no cavities in sight, where all evil is banished by the light. The winds of time are soothed and still listening to the clicks of a clock that never stops ticking. Her child's eyes flutter to dance in dreams of his own and the bedtime lies shatter behind her eyes. It's not her son longing for a land where no one dies. Children are borne of pixie dust and shooting stars to a world of wonder built for each alone . Once upon a time is a prayer whispered by mama's at night to restrain the hurts and horrors of the earth with the soul wrenching fear she's felt since she gave birth. See she has to believe in forever and a day for her love for her son is growing all the while. She has to believe in love and life and laughter. She has to hold close the hope of happily ever after.
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Jun 29, 2013
Jun 29, 2013 at 1:14 AM UTC
Once Upon A Time
And she takes the book waiting on the shelf, smelling of milk, toothpaste and goodnight kisses, it's pages cracked, worn thin with birthday wishes, wearing wrinkles wizened by the layers of fingerprints that traced the silk of mama's voice on every word. She turns to find him all tucked up in bed, head cushioned by a mop of curly hair, arms clutching tight a tattered teddy bear. His sleepy eyes draw her to his side and she leans in another once upon a time. Her voice kisses the curve of every word, calling to life a world she has to see, moulding reality to what it ought to be; a place with swings, slides and just five minutes more , sighs breathed to birth a need held deep inside. A land where all the games are fair, with candy houses but no cavities in sight, where all evil is banished by the light. The winds of time are soothed and still listening to the clicks of a clock that never stops ticking. Her child's eyes flutter to dance in dreams of his own and the bedtime lies shatter behind her eyes. It's not her son longing for a land where no one dies. Children are borne of pixie dust and shooting stars to a world of wonder built for each alone . Once upon a time is a prayer whispered by mama's at night to restrain the hurts and horrors of the earth with the soul wrenching fear she's felt since she gave birth. See she has to believe in forever and a day for her love for her son is growing all the while. She has to believe in love and life and laughter. She has to hold close the hope of happily ever after.
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I can’t move my legs are pinned to my body squeezing against my chest my arms restrain to my sides my hands pressing against my flesh my eyes wide but i see nothing the four walls of this confined prison pinches my skin and pushes my head into my knees my breath is heavy Panting i can’t breathe   I choke on my own thoughts my own breath my heart pounds in my eardrums I long to stretch my legs and run far, far away from this hell I have to call home
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Sep 13, 2018
Sep 13, 2018 at 11:09 AM UTC
Trapped
I fall to my knees, Kneeling before you, My Master, Groveling at your glorious feet, To reveal the chains of submission, Weighing down my delicate form. You gaze upon me, Beholding soft skin shimmering, As my body is folded over; Viewing my tantalizing beauty, As I bestow myself, To fulfill your deepest desires, Conjuring the darkest yearnings, Manifesting within. “Rise, Baby Girl’’, Your deep voice commands, Reverberating within this crimson colored chamber, As your figure towers over me, Beckoning my legs to stand, Obliging to please you, As my hazel eyes encounter, The blazing intensity of your own, Sending flames to burn, Down to the small of my back. Fear is the armor I allow to fall, Tumbling to the ground, Cloaking myself in trust, As I allow my body to be, Touched by dominant hands, Trussed up by ropes and chains, To restrain to me. Willingly becoming prey, To the sweet, antagonizing caress, Before your hand aggressively strikes, My behind, Sending me into a realm, Of pleasure and pain, Morphing into one sensation. Free is the response I experience, As you bounds my wrists, With your tie, Pinning me down, Straddling my body. Placed between your thighs, With your heated lips, Conquering every inch of my body. The Sting of the flogger, Is a bite against the skin I crave, As silence is the language, I choose to speak, Feeling your fingertips claim me, As your territory to reign over, As you please. I yearn to satisfy the hunger, Starving to be your nourishment; For Sadism to feed, Upon masochism, As a balance of power is established, As we lose ourselves in fiery passion. Dominance and Submission, Forces meant to bond to the other, In a marriage of infliction and reception, Of blissful agony, Accepting the temptations you direct, Towards me as guide, To obtain our darkest of fantasies. Submission speaks out within, The silence as I give you, A proffered hand, Succumbing to the sensual dreams, You promise to me, Allowing you to possess me in any way, You wish in accordance to our terms. May you indulge upon my form, Like decadent candy you crave, To devour, Savoring every taste, Sound, smell, and touch, In this licentious dance between you, My Master, And me, your fervent lady, Of submission.
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Jun 27, 2013
Jun 27, 2013 at 5:18 PM UTC
"Submission"
I fall to my knees, Kneeling before you, My Master, Groveling at your glorious feet, To reveal the chains of submission, Weighing down my delicate form. You gaze upon me, Beholding soft skin shimmering, As my body is folded over; Viewing my tantalizing beauty, As I bestow myself, To fulfill your deepest desires, Conjuring the darkest yearnings, Manifesting within. “Rise, Baby Girl’’, Your deep voice commands, Reverberating within this crimson colored chamber, As your figure towers over me, Beckoning my legs to stand, Obliging to please you, As my hazel eyes encounter, The blazing intensity of your own, Sending flames to burn, Down to the small of my back. Fear is the armor I allow to fall, Tumbling to the ground, Cloaking myself in trust, As I allow my body to be, Touched by dominant hands, Trussed up by ropes and chains, To restrain to me. Willingly becoming prey, To the sweet, antagonizing caress, Before your hand aggressively strikes, My behind, Sending me into a realm, Of pleasure and pain, Morphing into one sensation. Free is the response I experience, As you bounds my wrists, With your tie, Pinning me down, Straddling my body. Placed between your thighs, With your heated lips, Conquering every inch of my body. The Sting of the flogger, Is a bite against the skin I crave, As silence is the language, I choose to speak, Feeling your fingertips claim me, As your territory to reign over, As you please. I yearn to satisfy the hunger, Starving to be your nourishment; For Sadism to feed, Upon masochism, As a balance of power is established, As we lose ourselves in fiery passion. Dominance and Submission, Forces meant to bond to the other, In a marriage of infliction and reception, Of blissful agony, Accepting the temptations you direct, Towards me as guide, To obtain our darkest of fantasies. Submission speaks out within, The silence as I give you, A proffered hand, Succumbing to the sensual dreams, You promise to me, Allowing you to possess me in any way, You wish in accordance to our terms. May you indulge upon my form, Like decadent candy you crave, To devour, Savoring every taste, Sound, smell, and touch, In this licentious dance between you, My Master, And me, your fervent lady, Of submission.
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I did not restrain myself. I let go entirely and went. To the pleasures that were half real and half wheeling in my brain, I went into the lit night. And I drank of potent wines, such as the valiant of voluptuousness drink.
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I Went
I cried today for the first time in years I cried today, and they were real tears I cried not because I conquered my fears Or because I lost all that was dear I cried today, shedding tears like the rain I cried today, letting go of all the pain I cried so much, again and again And these were tears I couldn't restrain I cried today, cos' I finally understood me Knowing fully well all that I could ever be I lived in the shadows where no one could see A prisoner to my thoughts wanting to be free I cried today and these were tears of joy I cried today, knowing I am a new born A freed man, that was locked in the skin of a boy A freed man whose life has just begun I cried today and they were real tears I cried today for the first time in many years
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Nov 7, 2014
Nov 7, 2014 at 10:11 AM UTC
Tears
Strange question indeed, So I asked one and all; Explain to me: “What's a plumber's ball?” Family and friends Heeded my call, But none could confine, Refine or define it, Yet Paul was sure He could design it. Still, none could satisfy My caterwaul: “What the hell is a plumber's ball?” Does it sweat the pipe Or wiggle the snake: Can it clamp the ****** For Heaven's sake? Could it snap on the cock-hole cover? All these queries Made me wonder. Has it something to do With hardness leakage, Or ******** the ball-cock To stop a seepage? Has it anything to do With a saddle valve dripping, Electric eels, Or two pipes mating? And, I heard of male and female fittings, And should I worry If I'm standing or sitting? If you're discharging the head Or elongating the pipe, Does the plumber's ball Help it snug tight? Is it in my tank, Or in my bowl, Beneath the floor Near the drainage hole? Is the plumber's ball In the back of the truck (Jeff laughed and said One could rub it for luck). I asked Michel If he could tell, He sensed it was something He could smell. I sought out Ray, Perhaps he'd know, But he was on call To restrain a back-flow. I couldn't ask Gary For his wisdom and sense, He was wigglin' the snake To unclog a wet vent. Henry, Rick, Scotty and Brian, Gave shameless answers I couldn't rely on. It's not a crapper, tail piece Or Johnnie-bolt, Or catch basin, reamer, O-ring or pipe dope. So I searched the Net With a fool's wonder, And read of ball-checks, Gas ***** and plungers. I know it's too late To ask Rolly or Ross, For both of them knew, And that's our loss. And Ernie's gone golfing So I can't ask the Boss. With final resolve I fell to my knees, To pray St. Ferrer With grace intercede. His silence left me In a state of depression; Had Ferrer washed his hands Of the plumbing profession? So nothing could settle My wherewithal, I still didn't know, What's a plumber's ball? Suddenly, it hit me, He's never wrong, The Dalai Lama of dip-tubes, I'll ask John. Where others did falter, John's a rock: He knows the difference Between a gas and ball **** With a knowing smile He embraced our Hall: Here, good friend, is your Plumbers' Ball.
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Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 9:10 AM UTC
What's a Plumber's Ball
Strange question indeed, So I asked one and all; Explain to me: “What's a plumber's ball?” Family and friends Heeded my call, But none could confine, Refine or define it, Yet Paul was sure He could design it. Still, none could satisfy My caterwaul: “What the hell is a plumber's ball?” Does it sweat the pipe Or wiggle the snake: Can it clamp the ****** For Heaven's sake? Could it snap on the cock-hole cover? All these queries Made me wonder. Has it something to do With hardness leakage, Or ******** the ball-cock To stop a seepage? Has it anything to do With a saddle valve dripping, Electric eels, Or two pipes mating? And, I heard of male and female fittings, And should I worry If I'm standing or sitting? If you're discharging the head Or elongating the pipe, Does the plumber's ball Help it snug tight? Is it in my tank, Or in my bowl, Beneath the floor Near the drainage hole? Is the plumber's ball In the back of the truck (Jeff laughed and said One could rub it for luck). I asked Michel If he could tell, He sensed it was something He could smell. I sought out Ray, Perhaps he'd know, But he was on call To restrain a back-flow. I couldn't ask Gary For his wisdom and sense, He was wigglin' the snake To unclog a wet vent. Henry, Rick, Scotty and Brian, Gave shameless answers I couldn't rely on. It's not a crapper, tail piece Or Johnnie-bolt, Or catch basin, reamer, O-ring or pipe dope. So I searched the Net With a fool's wonder, And read of ball-checks, Gas ***** and plungers. I know it's too late To ask Rolly or Ross, For both of them knew, And that's our loss. And Ernie's gone golfing So I can't ask the Boss. With final resolve I fell to my knees, To pray St. Ferrer With grace intercede. His silence left me In a state of depression; Had Ferrer washed his hands Of the plumbing profession? So nothing could settle My wherewithal, I still didn't know, What's a plumber's ball? Suddenly, it hit me, He's never wrong, The Dalai Lama of dip-tubes, I'll ask John. Where others did falter, John's a rock: He knows the difference Between a gas and ball **** With a knowing smile He embraced our Hall: Here, good friend, is your Plumbers' Ball.
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I throw everyone aside As though I can survive on my own; I try to hard to restrain what's inside, Forcing myself to suffice all alone. Look into my eyes As I push farther away All the things I'm trying to hide And the friends I silently beg to stay. Lately I feel near to nothing, Only anger and emptiness within me, Yet equally I feel almost everything (Emotionally only, not physically). So often I'm lost in my mind's persistent shadows, fighting everyone out from my incessant hell, This knife seems to be the only friend I  know, And now I'll even push that away as well.
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Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 11:41 PM UTC
Independent Is Not Always A Compliment
I think, Lorraine, it was the rain gently pattering upon my pane creating rhythm in my sleeping brain encouraging chaos bordering insane I blamed it ,Lorraine, on the falling rain. A vison arose of a windswept plain saddleless riders in the north of Spain granting a stranger a sultry dame standing in the pouring rain… I think, Lorraine, it was the rain. Her eyes expressed complete distain looking at fools pretending to reign over lands with dragons left un-slain me, I could only sit and complain I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain. I heard a ghost howl in pain bitten by a rabid Dane fleeting images of regret and shame flashed across my face again… I think, Lorraine, it was the rain. I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain the day you told me I was your bane you wished to see me die alone in pain with nothing but the falling rain…. I think, Lorraine, it was the rain. Like the blackest tar running through my vein the three a.m. creature threw me on a plane sent me sailing down the next of a Crane U-turn careening into the oncoming lane I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain. When at last our eyes met her dusty mane created an aura I can’t explain but enveloped the world in love without shame giving the people joy without pain I think, Lorraine, it was the rain. I think, Lorraine, it was the rain which fed the stranger on the train looking to rob the Spanish Main a thought I considered to be to framed… I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain. Left in the twilight listening without restrain these visions creep into my insomniac brain as drip after drip crash upon my pane I think, Lorraine, it was the rain… I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain.
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Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 5:02 PM UTC
The Rain on my Pane
I think, Lorraine, it was the rain gently pattering upon my pane creating rhythm in my sleeping brain encouraging chaos bordering insane I blamed it ,Lorraine, on the falling rain. A vison arose of a windswept plain saddleless riders in the north of Spain granting a stranger a sultry dame standing in the pouring rain… I think, Lorraine, it was the rain. Her eyes expressed complete distain looking at fools pretending to reign over lands with dragons left un-slain me, I could only sit and complain I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain. I heard a ghost howl in pain bitten by a rabid Dane fleeting images of regret and shame flashed across my face again… I think, Lorraine, it was the rain. I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain the day you told me I was your bane you wished to see me die alone in pain with nothing but the falling rain…. I think, Lorraine, it was the rain. Like the blackest tar running through my vein the three a.m. creature threw me on a plane sent me sailing down the next of a Crane U-turn careening into the oncoming lane I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain. When at last our eyes met her dusty mane created an aura I can’t explain but enveloped the world in love without shame giving the people joy without pain I think, Lorraine, it was the rain. I think, Lorraine, it was the rain which fed the stranger on the train looking to rob the Spanish Main a thought I considered to be to framed… I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain. Left in the twilight listening without restrain these visions creep into my insomniac brain as drip after drip crash upon my pane I think, Lorraine, it was the rain… I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain.
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Help Lord, for godly men have took their flight, And left the earth to be the wicked's den: Not one that standeth fast to Truth and Right, But fears, or seeks to please, the eyes of men. When one with other fall's to take apart, Their meaning goeth not with their words in proof; But fair they flatter, with a cloven heart, By pleasing words, to work their own behoof. But God cut off the lips, that are all set, To trap the harmless soul, that peace hath vow'd; And pierce the tongues, that seek to counterfeit The confidence of truth, by lying loud: Yet so they think to reign, and work their will, By subtle speech, which enters every where: And say, our tongues are ours, to help us still, What need we any higher power to fear? Now for the bitter sighing of the poor, The lord hath said, I will no more forbear, The wicked's kingdom to invade and scour, And set at large the men restrain'd in fear. And sure, the word of God is pure, and fine. And in the trial never loseth weight; Like noble gold, which, since it left the mine, Hath seven times passed through the fiery straight. And now thou wilt not first thy word forsake, Nor yet the righteous man, that leans thereto; But will't his safe protection undertake, In spite of all, their force and wiles can do. And time it is, O Lord, thou didst draw nigh, The wicked daily do enlarge their bands; And that, which makes them follow ill a vie, Rule is betaken to unworthy hands.
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